Him. He is stainless. It is evident that
I am of the same nature. Through ignorance and
stupefaction, I have become associated with inanimate
Prakriti. Though really without attachments, I
have passed this long time in a state of attachment
with Prakriti. Alas, by her was I so long subdued
without having been able to know it. Various are
the forms—high, middling, and low, that
Prakriti assume. Oh, how shall I dwell in those
forms?[1630] How shall I live conjointly with her?
In consequence only of my ignorance I repair to her
companionship. I shall now be fixed (in Sankhya
or Yoga). I shall not longer keep her companionship.
For having passed so long a time with her, I should
think that I was so long deceived by her, for myself
being really exempt from modification, how could I
keep company with one that is subject to modification?
She cannot be held to be responsible for this.
The responsibility is mine, since turning away from
the Supreme Soul I become of my own accord attached
to her. In consequence of that attachment, myself,
though formless in reality, had to abide in multifarious
forms. Indeed, though formless by nature I become
endued with forms in consequence of my sense of meum,
and thereby insulted and distressed. In consequence
of my sense of meum, concerning the result of Prakriti,
I am forced to take birth in diverse orders of Being.
Alas, though really destitute of any sense of meum,
yet in consequence of affecting it, what diverse acts
of an evil nature have been committed by me in those
orders which I took birth while I remained in them
with a soul that had lost all knowledge! I have
no longer anything to do with him who, with essence
made up of consciousness, divides herself into many
fragments and who seeks to unite me with them.
It is only now that I have been awakened and have
understood that I am by nature without any sense of
meum and without that consciousness which creates
the forms of Prakriti that invests me all around.
Casting off that sense of meum which I always have
with respect to her and whose essence is made up of
consciousness, and casting off Prakriti herself, I
shall take refuge in Him who is auspicious. I
shall be united with Him, and not with Prakriti which
is inanimate. If I unite with Him, it will be
productive of my benefit. I have no similarity
of nature with Prakriti!—The twenty-fifth,
(viz., Jiva), when he thus succeeds in understanding
the Supreme, becomes able to cast off the Destructible
and attain to identity with that which is Indestructible
and which is the essence of all that is auspicious,
Destitute of attributes in his true nature and in
reality Unmanifest, Jiva becomes invested with what
is Manifest and assumes attributes. When he succeeds
in beholding that which is without attributes and
which is the origin of the Unmanifest, he attains,
O ruler of Mithila, to identify the same.