was cast upon her sex). There is no doubt that
my mother is innocent. She whom I have been commanded
to slay is a woman. That woman is again my mother.
She occupies, therefore, a place of greater reverence.
The very beasts that are irrational know that the
mother is unslayable. The sire must be known to
be a combination of all the deities together.
To the mother, however, attaches a combination of
all mortal creatures and all the deities.[1210]—In
consequence of his habit of reflecting long before
acting, Gautama’s son Chirakarin, by indulging
in those reflections, passed a long while (without
accomplishing the act he had been commanded by his
sire to accomplish). When many days had expired,
his sire Gautama’s returned. Endued with
great wisdom, Medhatithi of Gautama’s race, engaged
in the practice of penances, came back (to his retreat),
convinced, after having reflected for that long time,
of the impropriety of the chastisement he had commanded
to be inflicted upon his wife. Burning with grief
and shedding copious tears, for repentance had come
to him in consequence of the beneficial effects of
that calmness of temper which is brought about by a
knowledge of the scriptures, he uttered these words,
’The lord of the three worlds, viz., Purandara,
came to my retreat, in the guise of a Brahmana asking
for hospitality. He was received by me with (proper)
words, and honoured with a (proper) welcome, and presented
in due form with water to wash his feet and the usual
offerings of the Arghya. I also granted him the
rest he had asked for. I further told him that
I had obtained a protector in him. I thought
that such conduct on my part would induce him to behave
towards me as a friend. When, however, notwithstanding
all this, he misbehaved himself, my wife Ahalya could
not be regarded to have committed any fault.
It seems that neither my wife, nor myself, nor Indra
himself who while passing through the sky had beheld
my wife (and become deprived of his senses by her extraordinary
beauty), could be held to have offended. The blame
really attaches to the carelessness of my Yoga puissance.[1211]
The sages have said that all calamities spring from
envy, which, in its turn, arises from error of judgment.
By that envy, also, I have been dragged from where
I was and plunged into an ocean of sin (in the form
of wife-slaughter). Alas, I have slain a woman,—a
woman that is again my wife—one, that is,
who, in consequence of her sharing her lord’s
calamities came to be called by the name of Vasita,—one
that was called Bharya owing to the obligation I was
under of supporting her. Who is there that can
rescue me from this sin? Acting heedlessly I
commanded the high-souled Chirakarin (to slay that
wife of mine). If on the present occasion he proves
true to his name then may he rescue me from this guilt.
Twice blessed be thou, O Chirakaraka! If on this
occasion thou hast delayed accomplishing the work,
then art thou truly worthy of thy name. Rescue