my heart have? Accomplished in saluting (his
superiors) with reverence, and always obedient to
the behests of his sires, alas, if I do not behold
him, what peace can my heart have? Brave in battle,
accustomed to every luxury, deserving of the softest
bed, alas, he sleepeth today on the bare earth, as
if there is none to take care of him, although he is
foremost of those that have protectors to look after
them. He on whom, while on his bed, the foremost
of beautiful women used to attend, alas, he mangled
with shafts, will have inauspicious jackals, prowling
over the field, to attend upon him today. He
who was formerly roused from his slumbers by singers
and bards and panegyrists, alas, he will today be surely
awakened by discordant beasts of prey. That beautiful
face of his eminently deserved to be shaded by the
umbrella, alas, the dust of battle-field will surely
befoul today. O child, unfortunate that I am,
death forcibly takes thee away from me, who was never
satiated with looking at thee. Without doubt,
that abode of Yama, which is always the goal of persons
of righteous deeds, that delightful mansion, illuminated
today by thy own splendours, is rendered exceedingly
beautiful by thee. Without doubt, Yama and Varuna
and Satakratu and Kuvera, obtaining thee as a favourite
guest, are making much of thy heroic self. Thus
indulging in diverse lamentations, like a merchant
whose vessel has been sunken. Arjuna, afflicted
with great grief, asked Yudhishthira, saying, ’O,
thou of Kuru’s race, hath he ascended to heaven,
having caused a great slaughter among the enemy and
contended with the foremost warriors in the face of
battle? Without doubt, while contending single-handed
with foremost of warriors, countless in number, and
fighting with vigour and resolution, his heart turned
towards me from a desire of help. While afflicted
by Karna and Drona and Kripa and others with sharp
shafts of diverse kinds and bright points, my sons
of little strength, must have repeatedly thought,
‘My father will in this press be my rescuer.’
I think, while indulging in such lamentations, he
was felled on the ground by cruel warriors. Or,
perhaps, when he was begotten by me, when he was the
nephew of Madhva, when he was born in Subhadra he
could not have uttered such lamentations. Without
doubt, my heart, hard as it is, is made of the essence
of the thunder, since it breaketh not, even though
I do not behold that mighty-armed hero of red eyes.
How could those mighty bowmen of cruel hearts shoot
their deep-piercing shafts upon that child of tender
years, who, again, Was my son and the nephew of Vasudeva?
That noble-hearted youth who, coming forward every
day, used to congratulate me, alas, why doth he not
present himself today to me when I come back having
slain the foe? Without doubt, overthrown, he lieth
today on the bare earth bathed in blood. Beautifying
the earth by his body, he lieth like the sun fallen
(from the firmament). I grieve for Subhadra, who,