he sits dumb like a fool, reflecting on his own misdeeds.
Alas, he who, while sojourning, was followed by ten
thousand elephants adorned with golden garlands now
supports himself by casting dice. That Yudhishthira
who at Indraprastha was adored by kings of incomparable
prowess by hundreds of thousands, that mighty monarch
in whose kitchen a hundred thousand maid-servants,
plate in hand, used every day to feed numerous guests
day and night, that best of liberal men, who gave
(every day) a thousand nishkas, alas, even he overwhelmed
with woe in consequence of gambling which is the root
of all evil, now supporteth himself by casting dice.
Bards and encomiasts by thousands decked with ear-rings
set with brilliant gems, and gifted with melodious
voice, used to pay him homage morning and evening.
Alas, that Yudhishthira, who was daily waited upon
by a thousand sages of ascetic merit, versed in the
Vedas and having every desire gratified, as his courtiers,—that
Yudhishthira who maintained eighty-eight thousands
of domestic Snatakas with thirty maid-servants assigned
unto each, as also ten thousand yatis not accepting
anything in gift and with vital seed drawn up,—alas,
even that mighty king now liveth in such guise.
That Yudhishthira who is without malice, who is full
of kindness, and who giveth every creature his due,
who hath all these excellent attributes, alas—even
he now liveth in such guise. Possessed of firmness
and unbaffled prowess, with heart disposed to give
every creature his due, king Yudhishthira, moved by
compassion, constantly maintained in his kingdom the
blind, the old, the helpless, the parentless and all
others in his dominions in such distress. Alas,
that Yudhishthira becoming a dependant and a servant
of Matsya, a caster of dice in his court, now calls
himself Kanka. He unto whom while residing at
Indraprastha, all the rulers of earth used to pay
timely tribute,—alas, even he now begs for
subsistence at another’s hands. He to whom
the kings of the earth were in subjection,—alas,
even that king having lost his liberty, liveth in
subjection to others. Having dazzled the entire
earth like the sun by his energy, that Yudhishthira,
alas, is now a courtier of king Virata. O Pandu’s
son, that Pandava who was respectfully waited upon
in court by kings and sages, behold him now waiting
upon another. Alas, beholding Yudhishthira a
courtier sitting beside another and breathing adulatory
speeches to the other, who can help being afflicted
with grief? And beholding the highly wise and
virtuous Yudhishthira, undeserving as he is of serving
others, actually serving another for sustenance, who
can help being afflicted with grief? And, O hero,
that Bharata who was worshipped in court by the entire
earth, do thou now behold him worshipping another.
Why then, O Bharata, dost thou not regard me as one
afflicted with diverse miseries, like one forlorn
and immersed in a sea of sorrow?’”