grunteth in rage while trampling them under his feet,
so thou also, O Bhima, runnest on, breathing deep
sighs and shaking the earth under the tread.
Here in the region thou takest no delight in company
but passest thy time in privacy. Night or day,
Nothing pleases thee so much as seclusion. Sitting
apart thou sometimes laughest aloud all on a sudden,
and sometimes placing thy head between thy two knees,
thou continuest in that posture for a long time with
closed eyes. At the other times, O Bhima, contracting
thy brows frequently and biting thy lips, thou starest
fiercely before thee. All this is indicative of
wrath. At one time, thou hadst, in the midst
of thy brothers, grasped the mace, uttering this oath,
’As the sun is seen rising in the east displaying
his radiance, and as he truly setteth in the west
journeying around the Meru, so do I swear that I will
certainly slay insolent Duryodhana with this mace
of mine, and this oath of mine will never be untrue.’
How then doth that same heart of thine, O chastiser
of foes, now follow the counsels of peace? Alas,
when fear entereth thy heart, O Bhima, it is certain
that the hearts of all who desire war are upset when
war becometh actually imminent. Asleep or awake,
thou beholdest, O son of Pritha, inauspicious omens.
Perhaps, it is this for which thou desirest peace.
Alas, like a eunuch, thou dost not display any sign
indicative of manliness in thee. Thou art overwhelmed
by panic, and it is for this that thy heart is upset.
The heart trembleth, thy mind is overwhelmed by despair,
thy thighs tremble, and it is for this that thou desirest
peace. The hearts of mortals, O Partha, are surely
as inconstant as the pods of the Salmali seed exposed
to the force of the wind. This frame of thy mind
is as strange as articulate speech in kine. Indeed,
the hearts of thy brothers are about to sink in an
ocean of despair,—like swimmers in the sea
without a raft to rescue them. That thou, O Bhimasena,
shouldst utter words so unexpected of thee is as strange
as the shifting of a hill. Recollecting thy own
deeds and the race also in which thou art born, arise,
O Bharata, yield not, to grief, O hero, and be firm.
Such langour, O repressor of foes, is not worthy of
thee, for a Kshatriya never enjoyeth that which he
doth not acquire through prowess.’”
SECTION LXXVI
“Vaisampayana said, ’Thus addressed by Vasudeva, the ever-wrathful Bhima, incapable of bearing insults, was immediately awakened like a steed of high metal, and replied, without losing a moment, saying, ’O Achyuta, I wish to act in a particular way; thou, however, takest me in quite a different light. That I take great delight in war and that my prowess is incapable of being baffled, must, O Krishna. be well-known to thee in consequence of our having lived together for a long time. Or it may be, thou knowest me not, like one swimming in a lake ignorant of its depth. It is for this that thou chidest