me, in the presence of all the Bharatas, regarding
the stake for which we were to play. His words
were, O prince Ajatsatru, (if vanquished), thou shalt
have with all thy brothers, to dwell, to the knowledge
of all men, for twelve years in the forest of thy
choice, passing the thirteenth year in secrecy.
If during the latter period, the spies of the Bharatas,
hearing of thee, succeed in discovering thee, thou
shalt have again to live in the forest for the same
period, passing once more the last year in secrecy.
Reflecting upon this, pledge thyself to it. As
regards myself, I promise truly in this assembly of
the Kurus, that if thou canst pass this time confounding
my spies and undiscovered by them, then, O Bharata,
this kingdom of the five rivers is once more thine.
We also, O Bharata, if vanquished by thee, shall,
all of us, abandoning all our wealth, pass the same
period, according to the same rules. Thus addressed
by the prince, I replied unto him in the midst of
all the Kurus, ‘So be it!’ The wretched
game then commenced. We were vanquished and have
been exiled. It is for this that we are wandering
miserably over different woody regions abounding with
discomfort. Suyodhana, however, still dissatisfied,
gave himself up to anger, and urged the Kurus as also
all those under his sway to express their joy at our
calamity. Having entered into such an agreement
in the presence of all good men, who dareth break it
for the sake of a kingdom on earth? For a respectable
person, I think, even death itself is lighter than
the acquisition of sovereignty by an act of transgression.
At the time of the play, thou hadst desired to burn
my hands. Thou wert prevented by Arjuna, and
accordingly didst only squeeze thy own hands.
If thou couldst do what thou hadst desired, could this
calamity befall us? Conscious of thy prowess,
why didst thou not, O Bhima, say so before we entered
into such an agreement? Overwhelmed with the
consequence of our pledge, and the time itself having
passed, what is the use of thy addressing me these
harsh words? O Bhima, this is my great grief
that we could not do anything even beholding Draupadi
persecuted in that way. My heart burneth as if
I have drunk some poisonous liquid. Having, however,
given that pledge in the midst of the Kuru heroes,
I am unable to violate it now. Wait, O Bhima,
for the return of our better days, like the scatterer
of seeds waiting for the harvest. When one that
hath been first injured, succeedeth in revenging himself
upon his foe at a time when the latter’s enmity
hath borne fruit and flowers, he is regarded to have
accomplished a great thing by his prowess. Such
a brave person earneth undying fame. Such a man
obtaineth great prosperity. His enemies bow down
unto him, and his friends gather round him, like the
celestials clustering round Indra for protection.
But know, O Bhima, my promise can never be untrue.
I regard virtue as superior to life itself and a blessed
state of celestial existence. Kingdom, sons, fame,
wealth,—all these do not come up to even
a sixteenth part of truth.’