such an act hath scarcely been worthy of thee.
O Bharata, this act must be regarded as extremely
cruel, deserving of universal execration, infamous,
and sinful, and certainly leading to hell. Thou
art acquainted with the pleasures of sexual intercourse.
Thou art acquainted also with the teaching of morality
and dictates of duty. Like unto a celestial as
thou art, it behoveth thee not to do such an act as
leadeth to hell. O best of kings, thy duty is
to chastise all who act cruelly, who are engaged in
sinful practices and who have thrown to the winds religion,
profit, and pleasure as explained in the scriptures.
What hast thou done, O best of men, in killing me
who have given thee no offence? I am, O king,
a Muni who liveth on fruits and roots, though disguised
as a deer. I was living in the woods in peace
with all. Yet thou hast killed me, O king, for
which I will curse thee certainly. As thou hast
been cruel unto a couple of opposite sexes, death
shall certainly overtake thee as soon as thou feelest
the influence of sexual desire. I am a Muni of
the name of Kindama, possessed of ascetic merit.
I was engaged in sexual intercourse with this deer,
because my feelings of modesty did not permit me to
indulge in such an act in human society. In the
form of a deer I rove in the deep woods in the company
of other deer. Thou hast slain me without knowing
that I am a Brahmana, the sin of having slain a Brahmana
shall not, therefore, be thine. But senseless
man, as you have killed me, disguised as a deer, at
such a time, thy fate shall certainly be even like
mine. When, approaching thy wife lustfully, thou
wilt unite with her even as I had done with mine,
in that very state shalt thou have to go to the world
of the spirits. And that wife of thine with whom
thou mayst be united in intercourse at the time of
thy death shall also follow thee with affection and
reverence to the domains of the king of the dead.
Thou hast brought me grief when I was happy.
So shall grief come to thee when thou art in happiness.’
“Vaisampayana continued, ’Saying this,
that deer, afflicted with grief gave up the ghost;
and Pandu also was plunged in woe at the sight.’”
SECTION CXIX
(Sambhava Parva continued)
“Vaisampayana said, ’After the death of
that deer, king Pandu with his wives was deeply afflicted
and wept bitterly. And he exclaimed, ’The
wicked, even if born in virtuous families, deluded
by their own passions, become overwhelmed with misery
as the fruit of their own deeds. I have heard
that my father, though begotten by Santanu of virtuous
soul, was cut off while still a youth, only because
he had become a slave to his lust. In the soil
of that lustful king, the illustrious Rishi Krishna-Dwaipayana
himself, of truthful speech, begot me. A son though
I am of such a being, with my wicked heart wedded
to vice, I am yet leading a wandering life in the
woods in the chase of the deer. Oh, the very gods