Feeding on his dark spirit, to watch withal.
And lo,
As suddenly, as blessedly thou comest
Now to my heart’s unseeing watch for thee,
As out of the night behind him into the heart,
Drugg’d senseless with its ache, of that lost soldier
An arrow leaps, and ere the stab can hurt,
His frozen waking is the ease of death.
So I am killed by thee; all the loud pain
Of pleasure that had lockt my heart in life,
Wherein with blinded and unhearing face
My hope of thee yet stood and strained to look
And listen for thy coming,—all this life
Is killed before thee; yea, like marvellous death,
Spiritual sense invests my heart’s desire;
And round the quiet and content thereof,
The striving hunger of my fleshly sense
Fails like a web of hanging cloth in fire.—
Tell me now, if thou knowest, why thou hast come!
Judith.
Sufficeth not for us that I have come?—
Let not unseemly things live in my mouth;
Yet I would praise thee as thou praisest me,
But in a manner that my people use,
Things to approach in song they list not speak.
And song, thou knowest, inwrought with chiming strings,
Sweetens with sweet delay loving desire:
Also thine eyes will feed, and thy heart wonder.—
Balkis was in her marble town,
And shadow over the world
came down.
Whiteness of walls, towers
and piers,
That all day dazzled eyes
to tears,
Turned from being white-golden
flame,
And like the deep-sea blue
became.
Balkis into her garden went;
Her spirit was in discontent
Like a torch in restless air.
Joylessly she wandered there,
And saw her city’s azure
white
Lying under the great night,
Beautiful as the memory
Of a worshipping world would
be
In the mind of a god, in the
hour
When he must kill his outward
power;
And, coming to a pool where
trees
Grew in double greeneries,
Saw herself, as she went by
The water, walking beautifully,
And saw the stars shine in
the glance
Of her eyes, and her own fair
countenance
Passing, pale and wonderful,
Across the night that filled
the pool.
And cruel was the grief that
played
With the queen’s spirit;
and she said:
“What do I hear, reigning
alone?
For to be unloved is to be
alone.
There is no man in all my
land
Dare my longing understand;
The whole folk like a peasant
bows
Lest its look should meet
my brows
And be harmed by this beauty
of mine.
I burn their brains as I were
sign
Of God’s beautiful anger
sent
To master them with punishment
Of beauty that must pour distress
On hearts grown dark with
ugliness.
But it is I am the punisht
one.
Is there no man, is there