XXI
Being likewise scorned in
love as well as I
By that self-loving
boy, which did disdain
To hear her after
him for love to cry,
For which in dens
obscure she doth remain;
Yet doth she answer to each
speech and voice,
And renders back
the last of what we speak,
But specially,
if she might have her choice,
She of unkindness
would her talk forth break.
She loves to hear of love’s
most sacred name,
Although, poor
nymph, in love she was despised;
And ever since
she hides her head for shame,
That her true
meaning was so lightly prised;
She pitying me, part of my
woes doth bear,
As you, good shepherds, listening
now shall hear.
XXII
O fairest fair, to thee I make
my plaint,
(my
plaint)
To thee from whom my cause of grief doth spring;
(doth
spring)
Attentive be unto the groans, sweet saint,
(sweet
saint)
Which unto thee in doleful tunes I sing.
(I
sing)
My mournful muse doth always speak of thee;
(of
thee)
My love is pure, O do it not disdain!
(disdain)
With bitter sorrow still oppress not me,
(not
me)
But mildly look upon me which complain.
(which
complain)
Kill not my true-affecting thoughts, but give
(but
give)
Such precious balm of comfort to my heart,
(my
heart)
That casting off despair in hope to live,
(hope
to live)
I may find help at length to ease my smart.
(to
ease my smart)
So shall you add such courage to my love,
(my
love)
That fortune false my faith shall not remove.
(shall
not remove)
XXIII
The phoenix fair which rich Arabia
breeds,
When wasting time expires her tragedy,
No more on Phoebus’ radiant rays she feeds,
But heapeth up great store of spicery;
And on a lofty towering cedar tree,
With heavenly substance she herself consumes,
From whence she young again appears to be,
Out of the cinders of her peerless plumes.
So I which long have fried in love’s flame,
The fire not made of spice but sighs and tears,
Revive again in hope disdain to shame,
And put to flight the author of my fears.
Her eyes revive decaying life in me,
Though they augmenters of my thraldom be.
XXIV
Though they augmenters of
my thraldom be,
For her I live
and her I love and none else;
O then, fair eyes,
look mildly upon me,
Who poor, despised,
forlorn must live alone else,
And like Amintas haunt the
desert cells,
And moanless there
breathe out thy cruelty,
Where none but
care and melancholy dwells.
I for revenge
to Nemesis will cry;
If that will not prevail,
my wandering ghost,
Which breathless
here this love-scorched trunk shall leave,
Shall unto thee
with tragic tidings post,
How thy disdain
did life from soul bereave.
Then all too late my death
thou wilt repent,
When murther’s guilt
thy conscience shall torment.