O, No, I dare not! O,
I may not speak!
Yes, yes, I dare,
I can, I must, I will!
Then heart, pour
forth thy plaints and do not break;
Let never fancy
manly courage kill;
Intreat her mildly, words
have pleasing charms
Of force to move
the most obdurate heart,
To take relenting
pity of my harms,
And with unfeigned
tears to wail my smart.
Is she a stock, a block, a
stone, a flint?
Hath she nor ears
to hear nor eyes to see?
If so my cries,
my prayers, my tears shall stint!
Lord! how can
lovers so bewitched be!
I took her to be beauty’s
queen alone;
But now I see she is a senseless
stone.
LVI
Is trust betrayed? Doth
kindness grow unkind?
Can beauty both
at once give life and kill?
Shall fortune
alter the most constant mind?
Will reason yield
unto rebelling will?
Doth fancy purchase praise,
and virtue shame?
May show of goodness
lurk in treachery?
Hath truth unto
herself procured blame?
Must sacred muses
suffer misery?
Are women woe to men, traps
for their falls?
Differ their words,
their deeds, their looks, their lives?
Have lovers ever
been their tennis balls?
Be husbands fearful
of the chastest wives?
All men do these affirm, and
so must I,
Unless Fidessa give to me
the lie.
LVII
Three playfellows—such
three were never seen
In Venus’
court—upon a summer’s day,
Met altogether
on a pleasant green,
Intending at some
pretty game to play.
They Dian, Cupid, and Fidessa
were.
Their wager, beauty,
bow, and cruelty;
The conqueress
the stakes away did bear.
Whose fortune
then was it to win all three?
Fidessa, which doth these
as weapons use,
To make the greatest
heart her will obey;
And yet the most
obedient to refuse
As having power
poor lovers to betray.
With these she wounds, she
heals, gives life and death;
More power hath none that
lives by mortal breath.
LVIII
O beauty, siren! kept with
Circe’s rod;
The fairest good
in seem but foulest ill;
The sweetest plague
ordained for man by God,
The pleasing subject
of presumptuous will;
Th’ alluring object
of unstayed eyes;
Friended of all,
but unto all a foe;
The dearest thing
that any creature buys,
And vainest too,
it serves but for a show;
In seem a heaven, and yet
from bliss exiling;
Paying for truest
service nought but pain;
Young men’s
undoing, young and old beguiling;
Man’s greatest
loss though thought his greatest gain!
True, that all this with pain
enough I prove;
And yet most true, I will
Fidessa love.