Work, work apace, you blessed
sisters three,
In restless twining
of my fatal thread!
O let your nimble
hands at once agree,
To weave it out
and cut it off with speed!
Then shall my vexed and tormented
ghost
Have quiet passage
to the Elysian rest,
And sweetly over
death and fortune boast
In everlasting
triumphs with the blest.
But ah, too well I know you
have conspired
A lingering death
for him that loatheth life,
As if with woes
he never could be tired.
For this you hide
your all-dividing knife.
One comfort yet the heavens
have assigned me;
That I must die and leave
my griefs behind me.
LII
It is some comfort to the
wronged man,
The wronger of
injustice to upbraid.
Justly myself
herein I comfort can,
And justly call
her an ungrateful maid.
Thus am I pleased to rid myself
of crime
And stop the mouth
of all-reporting fame,
Counting my greatest
cross the loss of time
And all my private
grief her public shame.
Ah, but to speak the truth,
hence are my cares,
And in this comfort
all discomfort resteth;
My harms I cause
her scandal unawares;
Thus love procures
the thing that love detesteth.
For he that views the glasses
of my smart
Must need report she hath
a flinty heart.
LIII
I was a king of sweet content
at least,
But now from out
my kingdom banished;
I was chief guest
at fair dame pleasure’s feast,
But now I am for
want of succour famished;
I was a saint and heaven was
my rest,
But now cast down
into the lowest hell.
Vile caitiffs
may not live among the blest,
Nor blessed men
amongst cursed caitiffs dwell.
Thus am I made an exile of
a king;
Thus choice of
meats to want of food is changed;
Thus heaven’s
loss doth hellish torments bring;
Self crosses make
me from myself estranged.
Yet am I still the same but
made another;
Then not the same; alas, I
am no other!
LIV
If great Apollo offered as
a dower
His burning throne
to beauty’s excellence;
If Jove himself
came in a golden shower
Down to the earth
to fetch fair Io thence;
If Venus in the curled locks
was tied
Of proud Adonis
not of gentle kind;
If Tellus for
a shepherd’s favour died,
The favour cruel
Love to her assigned;
If Heaven’s winged herald
Hermes had
His heart enchanted
with a country maid;
If poor Pygmalion
was for beauty mad;
If gods and men
have all for beauty strayed:
I am not then ashamed to be
included
’Mongst those that love,
and be with love deluded.
LV