XXXI
Tongue, never cease to sing
Fidessa’s praise;
Heart, however
she deserve conceive the best;
Eyes, stand amazed
to see her beauty’s rays;
Lips, steal one
kiss and be for ever blest;
Hands, touch that hand wherein
your life is closed;
Breast, lock up
fast in thee thy life’s sole treasure;
Arms, still embrace
and never be disclosed;
Feet, run to her
without or pace or measure;
Tongue, heart, eyes, lips,
hands, breast, arms, feet,
Consent to do
true homage to your Queen,
Lovely, fair,
gentle, wise, virtuous, sober, sweet,
Whose like shall
never be, hath never been!
O that I were all tongue,
her praise to shew;
Then surely my poor heart
were freed from woe!
XXXII
Sore sick of late, nature
her due would have,
Great was my pain
where still my mind did rest;
No hope but heaven,
no comfort but my grave,
Which is of comforts
both the last and least;
But on a sudden, the Almighty
sent
Sweet ease to
the distressed and comfortless,
And gave me longer
time for to repent,
With health and
strength the foes of feebleness;
Yet I my health no sooner
’gan recover,
But my old thoughts,
though full of cares, retained,
Made me, as erst,
become a wretched lover
Of her that love
and lovers aye disdained.
Then was my pain with ease
of pain increased,
And I ne’er sick until
my sickness ceased.
XXXIII
He that would fain Fidessa’s
image see,
My face of force
may be his looking-glass.
There is she portrayed
and her cruelty,
Which as a wonder
through the world must pass.
But were I dead, she would
not be betrayed;
It’s I,
that ’gainst my will, shall make it known.
Her cruelty by
me must be bewrayed,
Or I must hide
my head and live alone.
I’ll pluck my silver
hairs from out my head,
And wash away
the wrinkles of my face;
Closely immured
I’ll live as I were dead,
Before she suffer
but the least disgrace.
How can I hide that is already
known?
I have been seen and have
no face but one.
XXXIV
Fie pleasure, fie! Thou
cloy’st me with delight;
Sweet thoughts,
you kill me if you lower stray!
O many be the
joys of one short night!
Tush, fancies
never can desire allay!
Happy, unhappy thoughts!
I think, and have not.
Pleasure, O pleasing
pain! Shows nought avail me!
Mine own conceit
doth glad me, more I crave not;
Yet wanting substance,
woe doth still assail me.
Babies do children please,
and shadows fools;
Shows have deceived
the wisest many a time.
Ever to want our
wish, our courage cools.
The ladder broken,
’tis in vain to climb.
But I must wish, and crave,
and seek, and climb;
It’s hard if I obtain
not grace in time.