Muses which sadly sit about
my chair,
Drowned in the tears extorted
by my lines;
With heavy sighs whilst thus
I break the air,
Painting my passions in these
sad designs,
Since she disdains
to bless my happy verse,
The strong built trophies
to her living fame,
Ever henceforth my bosom be
your hearse,
Wherein the world shall now
entomb her name.
Enclose my music,
you poor senseless walls,
Sith she is deaf and will
not hear my moans;
Soften yourselves with every
tear that falls,
Whilst I like Orpheus sing
to trees and stones,
Which with my
plaint seem yet with pity moved,
Kinder than she
whom I so long have loved.
XLVI
Plain-pathed experience, the
unlearned’s guide,
Her simple followers evidently
shows
Sometimes what schoolmen scarcely
can decide,
Nor yet wise reason absolutely
knows;
In making trial
of a murder wrought,
If the vile actors of the
heinous deed
Near the dead body happily
be brought,
Oft ’t hath been proved
the breathless corse will bleed.
She coming near,
that my poor heart hath slain,
Long since departed, to the
world no more,
The ancient wounds no longer
can contain,
But fall to bleeding as they
did before.
But what of this?
Should she to death be led,
It furthers justice
but helps not the dead.
XLVII
In pride of wit, when high
desire of fame
Gave life and courage to my
lab’ring pen,
And first the sound and virtue
of my name
Won grace and credit in the
ears of men,
With those the
thronged theatres that press,
I in the circuit for the laurel
strove,
Where the full praise I freely
must confess,
In heat of blood a modest
mind might move;
With shouts and
claps at every little pause,
When the proud round on every
side hath rung,
Sadly I sit unmoved with the
applause,
As though to me it nothing
did belong.
No public glory
vainly I pursue;
All that I seek
is to eternise you.
XLVIII
Cupid, I hate thee, which
I’d have thee know;
A naked starveling ever mayst
thou be!
Poor rogue, go pawn thy fascia
and thy bow
For some poor rags wherewith
to cover thee;
Or if thou’lt
not thy archery forbear,
To some base rustic do thyself
prefer,
And when corn’s sown
or grown into the ear,
Practice thy quiver and turn
crowkeeper;
Or being blind,
as fittest for the trade,
Go hire thyself some bungling
harper’s boy;
They that are blind are minstrels
often made,
So mayst thou live to thy
fair mother’s joy;
That whilst with
Mars she holdeth her old way,
Thou, her blind
son, mayst sit by them and play.
XLIX