I ever love where never hope
appears,
Yet hope draws
on my never-hoping care,
And my life’s
hope would die but for despair;
My never certain joy breeds
ever certain fears.
Uncertain dread gives wings
unto my hope;
Yet my hope’s
wings are laden so with fear
As they cannot
ascend to my hope’s sphere,
Though fear gives them more
than a heavenly scope.
Yet this large room is bounded
with despair,
So my love is
still fettered with vain hope,
And liberty deprives
him of his scope,
And thus am I imprisoned in
the air.
Then, sweet despair,
awhile hold up thy head,
Or all my hope
for sorrow will be dead.
XXVII
Is not love here as ’tis
in other climes,
And differeth it as do the
several nations?
Or hath it lost the virtue
with the times,
Or in this island alt’reth
with the fashions?
Or have our passions
lesser power than theirs,
Who had less art them lively
to express?
Is nature grown less powerful
in their heirs,
Or in our fathers did she
more transgress?
I am sure my sighs
come from a heart as true
As any man’s that memory
can boast,
And my respects and services
to you,
Equal with his that loves
his mistress most.
Or nature must
be partial in my cause,
Or only you do
violate her laws.
XXVIII
To such as say thy love I
overprize,
And do not stick to term my
praises folly,
Against these folks that think
themselves so wise,
I thus oppose my reason’s
forces wholly:
Though I give
more than well affords my state,
In which expense the most
suppose me vain
Which yields them nothing
at the easiest rate,
Yet at this price returns
me treble gain;
They value not,
unskilful how to use,
And I give much because I
gain thereby.
I that thus take or they that
thus refuse,
Whether are these deceived
then, or I?
In everything
I hold this maxim still,
The circumstance
doth make it good or ill.
TO THE SENSES
XXIX
When conquering love did first
my heart assail,
Unto mine aid I summoned every
sense,
Doubting if that proud tyrant
should prevail,
My heart should suffer for
mine eyes’ offence.
But he with beauty
first corrupted sight,
My hearing bribed with her
tongue’s harmony,
My taste by her sweet lips
drawn with delight,
My smelling won with her breath’s
spicery,
But when my touching
came to play his part,
The king of senses, greater
than the rest,
He yields love up the keys
unto my heart,
And tells the others how they
should be blest.
And thus by those
of whom I hoped for aid,
To cruel love
my soul was first betrayed.