ever been to anybody. You don’t love me,
then I don’t care any more about what you ever
do or what you ever be to anybody. But I never
want you to be being good Melanctha to me, when it
ain’t your loving makes you need it. I
certainly don’t ever want to be having any of
your kind of kindness to me. If you don’t
love me, I can stand it. All I never want to
have is your being good to me from kindness. If
you don’t love me, then you and I certainly
do quit right here Melanctha, all strong feeling,
to be always living to each other. It certainly
never is anybody I ever am thinking about when I am
thinking with you Melanctha, darling. That’s
the true way I am telling you Melanctha, always.
It’s only your loving me ever gives me anything
to bother me Melanctha, so all you got to do, if you
don’t really love me, is just certainly to say
so to me. I won’t bother you more then than
I can help to keep from it Melanctha. You certainly
need never to be in any worry, never, about me Melanctha.
You just tell me straight out Melanctha, real, the
way you feel it. I certainly can stand it all
right, I tell you true Melanctha. And I never
will care to know why or nothing Melanctha. Loving
is just living Melanctha to me, and if you don’t
really feel it now Melanctha to me, there ain’t
ever nothing between us then Melanctha, is there?
That’s straight and honest just the way I always
feel it to you now Melanctha. Oh Melanctha, darling,
do you love me? Oh Melanctha, please, please,
tell me honest, tell me, do you really love me?”
“Oh you so stupid Jeff boy, of course I always
love you. Always and always Jeff and I always
just so good to you. Oh you so stupid Jeff and
don’t know when you got it good with me.
Oh dear, Jeff I certainly am so tired Jeff to-night,
don’t you go be a bother to me. Yes I love
you Jeff, how often you want me to tell you. Oh
you so stupid Jeff, but yes I love you. Now I
won’t say it no more now tonight Jeff, you hear
me. You just be good Jeff now to me or else I
certainly get awful angry with you. Yes I love
you, sure, Jeff, though you don’t any way deserve
it from me. Yes, yes I love you. Yes Jeff
I say it till I certainly am very sleepy. Yes
I love you now Jeff, and you certainly must stop asking
me to tell you. Oh you great silly boy Jeff Campbell,
sure I love you, oh you silly stupid, my own boy Jeff
Campbell. Yes I love you and I certainly never
won’t say it one more time to-night Jeff, now
you hear me.”
Yes Jeff Campbell heard her, and he tried hard to
believe her. He did not really doubt her but
somehow it was wrong now, the way Melanctha said it.
Jeff always now felt baffled with Melanctha. Something,
he knew, was not right now in her. Something
in her always now was making stronger the torment
that was tearing every minute at the joy he once always
had had with her.