you talk so much when I first met you. Tell me
true Melanctha, why don’t you talk more now to
me, perhaps it is I talk so much I don’t give
you any chance to say things to me, or perhaps it
is you hear me talk so much you don’t think so
much now of a whole lot of talking. Tell me honest
Melanctha, why don’t you talk more to me.”
“You know very well Jeff Campbell,” said
Melanctha “You certainly do know very well Jeff,
you don’t think really much, of my talking.
You think a whole lot more about everything than I
do Jeff, and you don’t care much what I got
to say about it. You know that’s true what
I am saying Jeff, if you want to be real honest, the
way you always are when I like you so much.”
Jeff laughed and looked fondly at her. “I
don’t say ever I know, you ain’t right,
when you say things like that to me, Melanctha.
You see you always like to be talking just what you
think everybody wants to be hearing from you, and when
you are like that, Melanctha, honest, I certainly
don’t care very much to hear you, but sometimes
you say something that is what you are really thinking,
and then I like a whole lot to hear you talking.”
Melanctha smiled, with her strong sweetness, on him,
and she felt her power very deeply. “I
certainly never do talk very much when I like anybody
really, Jeff. You see, Jeff, it ain’t much
use to talk about what a woman is really feeling in
her. You see all that, Jeff, better, by and by,
when you get to really feeling. You won’t
be so ready then always with your talking. You
see, Jeff, if it don’t come true what I am saying.”
“I don’t ever say you ain’t always
right, Melanctha,” said Jeff Campbell.
“Perhaps what I call my thinking ain’t
really so very understanding. I don’t say,
no never now any more, you ain’t right, Melanctha,
when you really say things to me. Perhaps I see
it all to be very different when I come to really
see what you mean by what you are always saying to
me.” “You is very sweet and good to
me always, Jeff Campbell,” said Melanctha. “’Deed
I certainly am not good to you, Melanctha. Don’t
I bother you all the time with my talking, but I really
do like you a whole lot, Melanctha.” “And
I like you, Jeff Campbell, and you certainly are mother,
and father, and brother, and sister, and child and
everything, always to me. I can’t say much
about how good you been to me, Jeff Campbell, I never
knew any man who was good and didn’t do things
ugly, before I met you to take care of me, Jeff Campbell.
Good-by, Jeff, come see me to-morrow, when you get
through with your working.” “Sure
Melanctha, you know that already,” said Jeff
Campbell, and then he went away and left her.
These months had been an uncertain time for Jeff Campbell.
He never knew how much he really knew about Melanctha.
He saw her now for long times and very often.
He was beginning always more and more to like her.
But he did not seem to himself to know very much about
her. He was beginning to feel he could almost
trust the goodness in her. But then, always,
really, he was not very sure about her. Melanctha
always had ways that made him feel uncertain with
her, and yet he was so near, in his feeling for her.
He now never thought about all this in real words
any more. He was always letting it fight itself
out in him. He was now never taking any part
in this fighting that was always going on inside him.