Jeff Campbell, when Melanctha left him, sat there and he was very quiet and just wondered.  He did not know very well just what Melanctha meant by what she was always saying to him.  He did not know very well how much he really knew about Melanctha Herbert.  He wondered if he should go on being so much all the time with her.  He began to think about what he should do now with her.  Jefferson Campbell was a man who liked everybody and many people liked very much to be with him.  Women liked him, he was so strong, and good, and understanding, and innocent, and firm, and gentle.  Sometimes they seemed to want very much he should be with them.  When they got so, they always had made Campbell very tired.  Sometimes he would play a little with them, but he never had had any strong feeling for them.  Now with Melanctha Herbert everything seemed different.  Jefferson was not sure that he knew here just what he wanted.  He was not sure he knew just what it was that Melanctha wanted.  He knew if it was only play, with Melanctha, that he did not want to do it.  But he remembered always how she had told him he never knew how to feel things very deeply.  He remembered how she told him he was afraid to let himself ever know real feeling, and then too, most of all to him, she had told him he was not very understanding.  That always troubled Jefferson very keenly, he wanted very badly to be really understanding.  If Jefferson only knew better just what Melanctha meant by what she said.  Jefferson always had thought he knew something about women.  Now he found that really he knew nothing.  He did not know the least bit about Melanctha.  He did not know what it was right that he should do about it.  He wondered if it was just a little play that they were doing.  If it was a play he did not want to go on playing, but if it was really that he was not very understanding, and that with Melanctha Herbert he could learn to really understand, then he was very certain he did not want to be a coward.  It was very hard for him to know what he wanted.  He thought and thought, and always he did not seem to know any better what he wanted.  At last he gave up this thinking.  He felt sure it was only play with Melanctha.  “No, I certainly won’t go on fooling with her any more this way,” he said at last out loud to himself, when he was through with this thinking.  “I certainly will stop fooling, and begin to go on with my thinking about my work and what’s the matter with people like ‘Mis’ Herbert,” and Jefferson took out his book from his pocket, and drew near to the lamp, and began with some hard scientific reading.

Jefferson sat there for about an hour reading, and he had really forgotten all about his trouble with Melanctha’s meaning.  Then ‘Mis’ Herbert had some trouble with her breathing.  She woke up and was gasping.  Dr. Campbell went to her and gave her something that would help her.  Melanctha came out from the other room and did things as he told her.  They together made ‘Mis’ Herbert more comfortable and easy, and soon she was again in her deep sleep.