Three Lives eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 309 pages of information about Three Lives.

Three Lives eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 309 pages of information about Three Lives.

Lena’s age just suited Mrs. Haydon’s purpose.  Lena could first go out to service, and learn how to do things, and then, when she was a little older, Mrs. Haydon could get her a good husband.  And then Lena was so still and docile, she would never want to do things her own way.  And then, too, Mrs. Haydon, with all her hardness had wisdom, and she could feel the rarer strain there was in Lena.

Lena was willing to go with Mrs. Haydon.  Lena did not like her german life very well.  It was not the hard work but the roughness that disturbed her.  The people were not gentle, and the men when they were glad were very boisterous, and would lay hold of her and roughly tease her.  They were good people enough around her, but it was all harsh and dreary for her.

Lena did not really know that she did not like it.  She did not know that she was always dreamy and not there.  She did not think whether it would be different for her away off there in Bridgepoint.  Mrs. Haydon took her and got her different kinds of dresses, and then took her with them to the steamer.  Lena did not really know what it was that had happened to her.

Mrs. Haydon, and her daughters, and Lena traveled second class on the steamer.  Mrs. Haydon’s daughters hated that their mother should take Lena.  They hated to have a cousin, who was to them, little better than a nigger, and then everybody on the steamer there would see her.  Mrs. Haydon’s daughters said things like this to their mother, but she never stopped to hear them, and the girls did not dare to make their meaning very clear.  And so they could only go on hating Lena hard, together.  They could not stop her from going back with them to Bridgepoint.

Lena was very sick on the voyage.  She thought, surely before it was over that she would die.  She was so sick she could not even wish that she had not started.  She could not eat, she could not moan, she was just blank and scared, and sure that every minute she would die.  She could not hold herself in, nor help herself in her trouble.  She just staid where she had been put, pale, and scared, and weak, and sick, and sure that she was going to die.

Mathilda and Bertha Haydon had no trouble from having Lena for a cousin on the voyage, until the last day that they were on the ship, and by that time they had made their friends and could explain.

Mrs. Haydon went down every day to Lena, gave her things to make her better, held her head when it was needful, and generally was good and did her duty by her.

Poor Lena had no power to be strong in such trouble.  She did not know how to yield to her sickness nor endure.  She lost all her little sense of being in her suffering.  She was so scared, and then at her best, Lena, who was patient, sweet and quiet, had not self-control, nor any active courage.

Poor Lena was so scared and weak, and every minute she was sure that she would die.

After Lena was on land again a little while, she forgot all her bad suffering.  Mrs. Haydon got her the good place, with the pleasant unexacting mistress, and her children, and Lena began to learn some English and soon was very happy and content.

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