we hoped to avoid these bad places by taking a slanting
course across the channel. After walking backwards
and forwards several times, we determined to try a
light horse. He was led out with a long piece
of rope attached to his neck. In the centre of
the stream the ice seemed to bend slightly as he passed
over, but no break occurred, and in safety we reached
the opposite side. Now came Blackie’s turn.
Somehow or other I felt uncomfortable about it and
remarked that the horse ought to have his shoes removed
before the attempt was made. My companion, however,
demurred, and his experience in these matters had
extended over so many years, that I was foolishly
induced to allow him to proceed as he thought fit,
even against my better judgment. Blackie was
taken out, led as before, tied by a long line.
I followed close behind him, to drive him if necessary.
He did not need much driving, but took the ice quite
readily. We had got to the centre of the river,
when the surface suddenly bent downwards, and, to my
horror, the poor horse plunged deep into black, quick-running
water! He was not three yards in front of me
when the ice broke. I recoiled involuntarily
from the black, seething chasm; the horse, though he
plunged suddenly down, never let his head under water,
but kept swimming manfully round and round the narrow
hole, trying all he could to get upon the ice.
All his efforts were useless; a cruel wall of sharp
ice struck his knees as he tried to lift them on the
surface, and the current, running with immense velocity,
repeatedly carried him back underneath. As soon
as the horse had broken through, the man who held
the rope let it go, and the leather line flew back
about poor Blackie’s head. I got up almost
to the edge of the hole, and stretching out took hold
of the line again; but that could do no good nor give
him any assistance in his struggles. I shall
never forget the way the poor brute looked at me—even
now, as I write these lines, the whole scene comes
back in memory with all the vividness of a picture,
and I feel again the horrible sensation of being utterly
unable, though almost within touching distance, to
give him help in his dire extremity and if ever dumb
animal spoke with unutterable eloquence, that horse
called to me in his agony he turned to me as to one
from whom he had a right to expect assistance.
I could not stand the scene any longer. “Is
there no help for him?” I cried to the other
men. “None whatever,” was the reply;
“the ice is dangerous -all around.”
Then I rushed back to the shore and up to the camp
where my rifle lay, then back again to the fatal spot
where the poor beast still struggled against his fate.
As I raised the rifle he looked at me so imploringly
that my hand shook and trembled. Another instant,
and the deadly bullet crashed through his head, and,
with one look never to be forgotten, he went down
under the cold, unpitying ice!
It may have been very foolish, perhaps, for poor Blackie
was only a. horse, but for all that I went back to
camp, and, sitting down in the snow, cried like a
child. With my own hand I had taken my poor friend’s
life; but if there should exist somewhere in the regions
of space that happy Indian paradise where horses are
never hungry and never tired, Blackie, at least, will
forgive the hand that sent him there, if he can but
see the heart that long regretted him.