West Indies; so I consented to slave on as before.
Soon after this, as the bullocks were coming on board,
one of them ran at the captain, and butted him so
furiously in the breast, that he never recovered of
the blow. In order to make me some amends for
his treatment about the bullocks, the captain now
pressed me very much to take some turkeys, and other
fowls, with me, and gave me liberty to take as many
as I could find room for; but I told him he knew very
well I had never carried any turkeys before, as I
always thought they were such tender birds that they
were not fit to cross the seas. However, he continued
to press me to buy them for once; and, what was very
surprising to me, the more I was against it, the more
he urged my taking them, insomuch that he ensured
me from all losses that might happen by them, and I
was prevailed on to take them; but I thought this
very strange, as he had never acted so with me before.
This, and not being able to dispose of my paper-money
in any other way, induced me at length to take four
dozen. The turkeys, however, I was so dissatisfied
about that I determined to make no more voyages to
this quarter, nor with this captain; and was very
apprehensive that my free voyage would be the worst
I had ever made. We set sail for Montserrat.
The captain and mate had been both complaining of
sickness when we sailed, and as we proceeded on our
voyage they grew worse. This was about November,
and we had not been long at sea before we began to
meet with strong northerly gales and rough seas; and
in about seven or eight days all the bullocks were
near being drowned, and four or five of them died.
Our vessel, which had not been tight at first, was
much less so now; and, though we were but nine in
the whole, including five sailors and myself, yet
we were obliged to attend to the pumps every half or
three quarters of an hour. The captain and mate
came on deck as often as they were able, which was
now but seldom; for they declined so fast, that they
were not well enough to make observations above four
or five times the whole voyage. The whole care
of the vessel rested, therefore, upon me, and I was
obliged to direct her by my former experience, not
being able to work a traverse. The captain was
now very sorry he had not taught me navigation, and
protested, if ever he should get well again, he would
not fail to do so; but in about seventeen days his
illness increased so much, that he was obliged to
keep his bed, continuing sensible, however, till the
last, constantly having the owner’s interest
at heart; for this just and benevolent man ever appeared
much concerned about the welfare of what he was intrusted
with. When this dear friend found the symptoms
of death approaching, he called me by my name; and,
when I came to him, he asked (with almost his last
breath) if he had ever done me any harm? ‘God
forbid I should think so,’ I replied, ’I
should then be the most ungrateful of wretches to
the best of sorrow by his bedside, he expired without