and also to see the town of Philadelphia, which I
had heard a great deal about for some years past; besides
which, I had always longed to prove my master’s
promise the first day I came to him. In the midst
of these elevated ideas, and while I was about getting
my little merchandize in readiness, one Sunday my master
sent for me to his house. When I came there I
found him and the captain together; and, on my going
in, I was struck with astonishment at his telling
me he heard that I meant to run away from him when
I got to Philadelphia: ‘And therefore,’
said he, ’I must sell you again: you cost
me a great deal of money, no less than forty pounds
sterling; and it will not do to lose so much.
You are a valuable fellow,’ continued he; ’and
I can get any day for you one hundred guineas, from
many gentlemen in this island.’ And then
he told me of Captain Doran’s brother-in-law,
a severe master, who ever wanted to buy me to make
me his overseer. My captain also said he could
get much more than a hundred guineas for me in Carolina.
This I knew to be a fact; for the gentleman that wanted
to buy me came off several times on board of us, and
spoke to me to live with him, and said he would use
me well. When I asked what work he would put
me to he said, as I was a sailor, he would make me
a captain of one of his rice vessels. But I refused:
and fearing, at the same time, by a sudden turn I
saw in the captain’s temper, he might mean to
sell me, I told the gentleman I would not live with
him on any condition, and that I certainly would run
away with his vessel: but he said he did not
fear that, as he would catch me again; and then he
told me how cruelly he would serve me if I should
do so. My captain, however, gave him to understand
that I knew something of navigation: so he thought
better of it; and, to my great joy, he went away.
I now told my master I did not say I would run away
in Philadelphia; neither did I mean it, as he did not
use me ill, nor yet the captain: for if they
did I certainly would have made some attempts before
now; but as I thought that if it were God’s will
I ever should be freed it would be so, and, on the
contrary, if it was not his will it would not happen;
so I hoped, if ever I were freed, whilst I was used
well, it should be by honest means; but, as I could
not help myself, he must do as he pleased; I could
only hope and trust to the God of Heaven; and at that
instant my mind was big with inventions and full of
schemes to escape. I then appealed to the captain
whether he ever saw any sign of my making the least
attempt to run away; and asked him if I did not always
come on board according to the time for which he gave
me liberty; and, more particularly, when all our men
left us at Gaurdeloupe and went on board of the French
fleet, and advised me to go with them, whether I might
not, and that he could not have got me again.
To my no small surprise, and very great joy, the captain
confirmed every syllable that I had said: and