for a free man, yet he was taken forcibly out of our
vessel. He then asked to be carried ashore before
the secretary or magistrates, and these infernal invaders
of human rights promised him he should; but, instead
of that, they carried him on board of the other vessel:
and the next day, without giving the poor man any
hearing on shore, or suffering him even to see his
wife or child, he was carried away, and probably doomed
never more in this world to see them again. Nor
was this the only instance of this kind of barbarity
I was a witness to. I have since often seen in
Jamaica and other islands free men, whom I have known
in America, thus villainously trepanned and held in
bondage. I have heard of two similar practices
even in Philadelphia: and were it not for the
benevolence of the quakers in that city many of the
sable race, who now breathe the air of liberty, would,
I believe, be groaning indeed under some planter’s
chains. These things opened my mind to a new
scene of horror to which I had been before a stranger.
Hitherto I had thought only slavery dreadful; but
the state of a free negro appeared to me now equally
so at least, and in some respects even worse, for
they live in constant alarm for their liberty; and
even this is but nominal, for they are universally
insulted and plundered without the possibility of
redress; for such is the equity of the West Indian
laws, that no free negro’s evidence will be admitted
in their courts of justice. In this situation
is it surprising that slaves, when mildly treated,
should prefer even the misery of slavery to such a
mockery of freedom? I was now completely disgusted
with the West Indies, and thought I never should be
entirely free until I had left them.
“With thoughts like
these my anxious boding mind
Recall’d those pleasing
scenes I left behind;
Scenes where fair Liberty
in bright array
Makes darkness bright, and
e’en illumines day;
Where nor complexion, wealth,
or station, can
Protect the wretch who makes
a slave of man.”
I determined to make every exertion to obtain my freedom,
and to return to Old England. For this purpose
I thought a knowledge of navigation might be of use
to me; for, though I did not intend to run away unless
I should be ill used, yet, in such a case, if I understood
navigation, I might attempt my escape in our sloop,
which was one of the swiftest sailing vessels in the
West Indies, and I could be at no loss for hands to
join me: and if I should make this attempt, I
had intended to have gone for England; but this, as
I said, was only to be in the event of my meeting
with any ill usage. I therefore employed the
mate of our vessel to teach me navigation, for which
I agreed to give him twenty-four dollars, and actually
paid him part of the money down; though when the captain,
some time after, came to know that the mate was to
have such a sum for teaching me, he rebuked him, and
said it was a shame for him to take any money from