into the barge from the ship, to the astonishment
and sorrow of all on board. The tide, rather
unluckily for me, had just turned downward, so that
we quickly fell down the river along with it, till
we came among some outward-bound West Indiamen; for
he was resolved to put me on board the first vessel
he could get to receive me. The boat’s crew,
who pulled against their will, became quite faint
different times, and would have gone ashore; but he
would not let them. Some of them strove then
to cheer me, and told me he could not sell me, and
that they would stand by me, which revived me a little;
and I still entertained hopes; for as they pulled
along he asked some vessels to receive me, but they
could not. But, just as we had got a little below
Gravesend, we came alongside of a ship which was going
away the next tide for the West Indies; her name was
the Charming Sally, Captain James Doran; and my master
went on board and agreed with him for me; and in a
little time I was sent for into the cabin. When
I came there Captain Doran asked me if I knew him;
I answered that I did not; ‘Then,’ said
he ‘you are now my slave.’ I told
him my master could not sell me to him, nor to any
one else. ‘Why,’ said he,’did
not your master buy you?’ I confessed he did.
‘But I have served him,’ said I,’many
years, and he has taken all my wages and prize-money,
for I only got one sixpence during the war; besides
this I have been baptized; and by the laws of the
land no man has a right to sell me:’ And
I added, that I had heard a lawyer and others at different
times tell my master so. They both then said
that those people who told me so were not my friends;
but I replied—it was very extraordinary
that other people did not know the law as well as
they. Upon this Captain Doran said I talked too
much English; and if I did not behave myself well,
and be quiet, he had a method on board to make me.
I was too well convinced of his power over me to doubt
what he said; and my former sufferings in the slave-ship
presenting themselves to my mind, the recollection
of them made me shudder. However, before I retired
I told them that as I could not get any right among
men here I hoped I should hereafter in Heaven; and
I immediately left the cabin, filled with resentment
and sorrow. The only coat I had with me my master
took away with him, and said if my prize-money had
been 10,000 L. he had a right to it all, and would
have taken it. I had about nine guineas, which,
during my long sea-faring life, I had scraped together
from trifling perquisites and little ventures; and
I hid it that instant, lest my master should take that
from me likewise, still hoping that by some means or
other I should make my escape to the shore; and indeed
some of my old shipmates told me not to despair, for
they would get me back again; and that, as soon as
they could get their pay, they would immediately come
to Portsmouth to me, where this ship was going:
but, alas! all my hopes were baffled, and the hour
of my deliverance was yet far off. My master,
having soon concluded his bargain with the captain,
came out of the cabin, and he and his people got into
the boat and put off; I followed them with aching
eyes as long as I could, and when they were out of
sight I threw myself on the deck, while my heart was
ready to burst with sorrow and anguish.