dressed and attended the captain. Fortunately
this man soon became very much attached to me, and
took very great pains to instruct me in many things.
He taught me to shave and dress hair a little, and
also to read in the Bible, explaining many passages
to me, which I did not comprehend. I was wonderfully
surprised to see the laws and rules of my country written
almost exactly here; a circumstance which I believe
tended to impress our manners and customs more deeply
on my memory. I used to tell him of this resemblance;
and many a time we have sat up the whole night together
at this employment. In short, he was like a father
to me; and some even used to call me after his name;
they also styled me the black Christian. Indeed
I almost loved him with the affection of a son.
Many things I have denied myself that he might have
them; and when I used to play at marbles or any other
game, and won a few half-pence, or got any little
money, which I sometimes did, for shaving any one,
I used to buy him a little sugar or tobacco, as far
as my stock of money would go. He used to say,
that he and I never should part; and that when our
ship was paid off, as I was as free as himself or
any other man on board, he would instruct me in his
business, by which I might gain a good livelihood.
This gave me new life and spirits; and my heart burned
within me, while I thought the time long till I obtained
my freedom. For though my master had not promised
it to me, yet, besides the assurances I had received
that he had no right to detain me, he always treated
me with the greatest kindness, and reposed in me an
unbounded confidence; he even paid attention to my
morals; and would never suffer me to deceive him, or
tell lies, of which he used to tell me the consequences;
and that if I did so God would not love me; so that,
from all this tenderness, I had never once supposed,
in all my dreams of freedom, that he would think of
detaining me any longer than I wished.
In pursuance of our orders we sailed from Portsmouth
for the Thames, and arrived at Deptford the 10th of
December, where we cast anchor just as it was high
water. The ship was up about half an hour, when
my master ordered the barge to be manned; and all
in an instant, without having before given me the
least reason to suspect any thing of the matter, he
forced me into the barge; saying, I was going to leave
him, but he would take care I should not. I was
so struck with the unexpectedness of this proceeding,
that for some time I did not make a reply, only I
made an offer to go for my books and chest of clothes,
but he swore I should not move out of his sight; and
if I did he would cut my throat, at the same time
taking his hanger. I began, however, to collect
myself; and, plucking up courage, I told him I was
free, and he could not by law serve me so. But
this only enraged him the more; and he continued to
swear, and said he would soon let me know whether
he would or not, and at that instant sprung himself