this, came to my assistance, and did all he could
to pacify me; but all to very little purpose, till
I had seen the boat go off. Soon afterwards we
came to the Nore, where the Roebuck lay; and, to our
great joy, my master came on board to us, and brought
us to the ship. When I went on board this large
ship, I was amazed indeed to see the quantity of men
and the guns. However my surprise began to diminish
as my knowledge increased; and I ceased to feel those
apprehensions and alarms which had taken such strong
possession of me when I first came among the Europeans,
and for some time after. I began now to pass
to an opposite extreme; I was so far from being afraid
of any thing new which I saw, that, after I had been
some time in this ship, I even began to long for a
battle. My griefs too, which in young minds are
not perpetual, were now wearing away; and I soon enjoyed
myself pretty well, and felt tolerably easy in my
present situation. There was a number of boys
on board, which still made it more agreeable; for
we were always together, and a great part of our time
was spent in play. I remained in this ship a considerable
time, during which we made several cruises, and visited
a variety of places: among others we were twice
in Holland, and brought over several persons of distinction
from it, whose names I do not now remember. On
the passage, one day, for the diversion of those gentlemen,
all the boys were called on the quarter-deck, and were
paired proportionably, and then made to fight; after
which the gentleman gave the combatants from five
to nine shillings each. This was the first time
I ever fought with a white boy; and I never knew what
it was to have a bloody nose before. This made
me fight most desperately; I suppose considerably
more than an hour: and at last, both of us being
weary, we were parted. I had a great deal of this
kind of sport afterwards, in which the captain and
the ship’s company used very much to encourage
me. Sometime afterwards the ship went to Leith
in Scotland, and from thence to the Orkneys, where
I was surprised in seeing scarcely any night:
and from thence we sailed with a great fleet, full
of soldiers, for England. All this time we had
never come to an engagement, though we were frequently
cruising off the coast of France: during which
we chased many vessels, and took in all seventeen
prizes. I had been learning many of the manoeuvres
of the ship during our cruise; and I was several times
made to fire the guns. One evening, off Havre
de Grace, just as it was growing dark, we were standing
off shore, and met with a fine large French-built
frigate. We got all things immediately ready for
fighting; and I now expected I should be gratified
in seeing an engagement, which I had so long wished
for in vain. But the very moment the word of command
was given to fire we heard those on board the other
ship cry ’Haul down the jib;’ and in that
instant she hoisted English colours. There was
instantly with us an amazing cry of—Avast!