house in America: he respected him very much,
and made him always eat with him in the cabin.
He used often to tell him jocularly that he would kill
me to eat. Sometimes he would say to me—the
black people were not good to eat, and would ask me
if we did not eat people in my country. I said,
No: then he said he would kill Dick (as he always
called him) first, and afterwards me. Though
this hearing relieved my mind a little as to myself,
I was alarmed for Dick and whenever he was called
I used to be very much afraid he was to be killed;
and I would peep and watch to see if they were going
to kill him: nor was I free from this consternation
till we made the land. One night we lost a man
overboard; and the cries and noise were so great and
confused, in stopping the ship, that I, who did not
know what was the matter, began, as usual, to be very
much afraid, and to think they were going to make
an offering with me, and perform some magic; which
I still believed they dealt in. As the waves
were very high I thought the Ruler of the seas was
angry, and I expected to be offered up to appease
him. This filled my mind with agony, and I could
not any more that night close my eyes again to rest.
However, when daylight appeared I was a little eased
in my mind; but still every time I was called I used
to think it was to be killed. Some time after
this we saw some very large fish, which I afterwards
found were called grampusses. They looked to
me extremely terrible, and made their appearance just
at dusk; and were so near as to blow the water on the
ship’s deck. I believed them to be the rulers
of the sea; and, as the white people did not make
any offerings at any time, I thought they were angry
with them: and, at last, what confirmed my belief
was, the wind just then died away, and a calm ensued,
and in consequence of it the ship stopped going.
I supposed that the fish had performed this, and I
hid myself in the fore part of the ship, through fear
of being offered up to appease them, every minute
peeping and quaking: but my good friend Dick
came shortly towards me, and I took an opportunity
to ask him, as well as I could, what these fish were.
Not being able to talk much English, I could but just
make him understand my question; and not at all, when
I asked him if any offerings were to be made to them:
however, he told me these fish would swallow any body;
which sufficiently alarmed me. Here he was called
away by the captain, who was leaning over the quarter-deck
railing and looking at the fish; and most of the people
were busied in getting a barrel of pitch to light,
for them to play with. The captain now called
me to him, having learned some of my apprehensions
from Dick; and having diverted himself and others
for some time with my fears, which appeared ludicrous
enough in my crying and trembling, he dismissed me.
The barrel of pitch was now lighted and put over the
side into the water: by this time it was just
dark, and the fish went after it; and, to my great
joy, I saw them no more.