theirs. Every circumstance I met with served
only to render my state more painful, and heighten
my apprehensions, and my opinion of the cruelty of
the whites. One day they had taken a number of
fishes; and when they had killed and satisfied themselves
with as many as they thought fit, to our astonishment
who were on the deck, rather than give any of them
to us to eat as we expected, they tossed the remaining
fish into the sea again, although we begged and prayed
for some as well as we could, but in vain; and some
of my countrymen, being pressed by hunger, took an
opportunity, when they thought no one saw them, of
trying to get a little privately; but they were discovered,
and the attempt procured them some very severe floggings.
One day, when we had a smooth sea and moderate wind,
two of my wearied countrymen who were chained together
(I was near them at the time), preferring death to
such a life of misery, somehow made through the nettings
and jumped into the sea: immediately another
quite dejected fellow, who, on account of his illness,
was suffered to be out of irons, also followed their
example; and I believe many more would very soon have
done the same if they had not been prevented by the
ship’s crew, who were instantly alarmed.
Those of us that were the most active were in a moment
put down under the deck, and there was such a noise
and confusion amongst the people of the ship as I
never heard before, to stop her, and get the boat out
to go after the slaves. However two of the wretches
were drowned, but they got the other, and afterwards
flogged him unmercifully for thus attempting to prefer
death to slavery. In this manner we continued
to undergo more hardships than I can now relate, hardships
which are inseparable from this accursed trade.
Many a time we were near suffocation from the want
of fresh air, which we were often without for whole
days together. This, and the stench of the necessary
tubs, carried off many. During our passage I
first saw flying fishes, which surprised me very much:
they used frequently to fly across the ship, and many
of them fell on the deck. I also now first saw
the use of the quadrant; I had often with astonishment
seen the mariners make observations with it, and I
could not think what it meant. They at last took
notice of my surprise; and one of them, willing to
increase it, as well as to gratify my curiosity, made
me one day look through it. The clouds appeared
to me to be land, which disappeared as they passed
along. This heightened my wonder; and I was now
more persuaded than ever that I was in another world,
and that every thing about me was magic. At last
we came in sight of the island of Barbadoes, at which
the whites on board gave a great shout, and made many
signs of joy to us. We did not know what to think
of this; but as the vessel drew nearer we plainly
saw the harbour, and other ships of different kinds
and sizes; and we soon anchored amongst them off Bridge
Town. Many merchants and planters now came on