put in the water when they liked in order to stop
the vessel. I was exceedingly amazed at this
account, and really thought they were spirits.
I therefore wished much to be from amongst them, for
I expected they would sacrifice me: but my wishes
were vain; for we were so quartered that it was impossible
for any of us to make our escape. While we stayed
on the coast I was mostly on deck; and one day, to
my great astonishment, I saw one of these vessels
coming in with the sails up. As soon as the whites
saw it, they gave a great shout, at which we were
amazed; and the more so as the vessel appeared larger
by approaching nearer. At last she came to an
anchor in my sight, and when the anchor was let go
I and my countrymen who saw it were lost in astonishment
to observe the vessel stop; and were not convinced
it was done by magic. Soon after this the other
ship got her boats out, and they came on board of
us, and the people of both ships seemed very glad
to see each other. Several of the strangers also
shook hands with us black people, and made motions
with their hands, signifying I suppose we were to
go to their country; but we did not understand them.
At last, when the ship we were in had got in all her
cargo, they made ready with many fearful noises, and
we were all put under deck, so that we could not see
how they managed the vessel. But this disappointment
was the least of my sorrow. The stench of the
hold while we were on the coast was so intolerably
loathsome, that it was dangerous to remain there for
any time, and some of us had been permitted to stay
on the deck for the fresh air; but now that the whole
ship’s cargo were confined together, it became
absolutely pestilential. The closeness of the
place, and the heat of the climate, added to the number
in the ship, which was so crowded that each had scarcely
room to turn himself, almost suffocated us. This
produced copious perspirations, so that the air soon
became unfit for respiration, from a variety of loathsome
smells, and brought on a sickness among the slaves,
of which many died, thus falling victims to the improvident
avarice, as I may call it, of their purchasers.
This wretched situation was again aggravated by the
galling of the chains, now become insupportable; and
the filth of the necessary tubs, into which the children
often fell, and were almost suffocated. The shrieks
of the women, and the groans of the dying, rendered
the whole a scene of horror almost inconceivable.
Happily perhaps for myself I was soon reduced so low
here that it was thought necessary to keep me almost
always on deck; and from my extreme youth I was not
put in fetters. In this situation I expected
every hour to share the fate of my companions, some
of whom were almost daily brought upon deck at the
point of death, which I began to hope would soon put
an end to my miseries. Often did I think many
of the inhabitants of the deep much more happy than
myself. I envied them the freedom they enjoyed,
and as often wished I could change my condition for