And all the while he kept his eye on the street door, in the irrepressible, unacknowledged hope that the gods would be kind enough to bring her there.

But it was a mocking hope, he knew, and he didn’t linger after he’d finished.  He walked down-town to his office.  It was still pretty early—­not yet eight o’clock.  Even his office boy wouldn’t be down for three-quarters of an hour.  He was safe, he found himself saying, for so long, anyway.

He sat down at his desk and stared bewildered at the stack of letters that lay there awaiting his signature.  They were the very letters Miss Beach had been typing when he had told her to telephone to the club and get him a seat for The Girl Up-stairs, by way of passing a pleasant evening;—­and had laughed at her when she protested.  Oh, God!

He felt like a sort of inverted Rip Van Winkle—­like a man who had been away twenty years—­in hell twenty years!—­and coming back found everything exactly as he had left it.  As if, in reality, his absence had lasted only overnight.

He pulled himself together and began to read the letters, but interrupted himself before he’d gone far, to laugh aloud.  The laugh startled him a little.  He hadn’t expected to do more than smile.  But certainly it was worth a laugh, the solemn importance with which he’d dictated those letters; the notion that it mattered what he said, how he advised his clients in their bloodless, parchment-like affairs; that anything in all the files behind the black door of that vault represented more than the empty victories and defeats of a childish game.  The dead smug orderliness of the place, with the infallible Miss Beach as its presiding genius, infuriated him.  Clearly he couldn’t stay here till he was better in hand than this.

He signed his letters without reading them, and scribbled a note to Craig that he’d been called out of town for a day or two on a matter of urgent personal business.  He hadn’t thought of actually going out of town until the note was written.  But once he saw the statement in black and white, the notion of making it true, invited him.  He’d run off to some small city where no curious eyes, animated by the knowledge that he was Rodney Aldrich whose wife had left him to become a chorus-girl, could steal glances at him.  Where he needn’t speak to any one from morning till night.  Where he could really get himself together and think.

He added in a postscript to the note to Craig, instructions to call up his house and tell them he was out of town.

The thought cropped up in one of the more automatic sections of his brain, that for traveling he ought to have a bag, night things, fresh underclothes, and so on, and the routine method of supplying that need suggested itself to him; namely, to telephone to the house, have one of the maids pack his bag for him and send it down-town in the car.  But just as he had rejected the notion of breakfasting at home, and had gone out to that miserable Clark Street lunch-room instead, so he rejected this.  All the small civilized refinements of his way of life went utterly against his grain.  They’d continue to be intolerable to him, he thought, as long as he had to go on envisaging Rose in that ghastly environment of hers.