he sometimes catches pike or perch in the Medway some
way from the stream where the trout rise in audacious
security from artificial lures. I stipulated
for a clerk to come down with any papers to be signed,
and started at once for Victoria. I decline to
tell the name of my find, firstly because the trout
are the gamest little fish that ever rose to fly and
run to a good two pounds. Secondly, I have paid
for all the rooms in the inn for the next year, and
I want it to myself. The glove is lying on the
table next me as I write. If it isn’t in
my breast-pocket or under my pillow, it is in some
place where I can see it. It has a delicate grey
body (suede, I think they call it) with a whipping
of silver round the top, and a darker grey silk tag
to fasten it. It is marked 5-3/4 inside, and
has a delicious scent about it, to keep off moths,
I suppose; naphthaline is better. It reminds me
of a ‘silver-sedge’ tied on a ten hook.
I startled the good landlady of the little inn (there
is no village fortunately) when I arrived with the
only porter of the tiny station laden with traps.
She hesitated about a private sitting-room, but eventually
we compromised matters, as I was willing to share
it with the other visitor. I got into knickerbockers
at once, collared a boy to get me worms and minnow
for the morrow, and as I felt too lazy to unpack tackle,
just sat in the shiny armchair (made comfortable by
the successive sitting of former occupants) at the
open window and looked out. The river, not the
trout stream, winds to the right, and the trees cast
trembling shadows into its clear depths. The
red tiles of a farm roof show between the beeches,
and break the monotony of blue sky background.
A dusty waggoner is slaking his thirst with a tankard
of ale. I am conscious of the strange lonely feeling
that a visit to England always gives me. Away
in strange lands, even in solitary places, one doesn’t
feel it somehow. One is filled with the hunter’s
lust, bent on a ‘kill’, but at home in
the quiet country, with the smoke curling up from
some fireside, the mowers busy laying the hay in swaths,
the children tumbling under the trees in the orchards,
and a girl singing as she spreads the clothes on the
sweetbriar hedge, amidst a scene quick with home sights
and sounds, a strange lack creeps in and makes itself
felt in a dull, aching way. Oddly enough, too,
I had a sense of uneasiness, a ‘something going
to happen’. I had often experienced it
when out alone in a great forest, or on an unknown
lake, and it always meant ‘ware danger’
of some kind. But why should I feel it here?
Yet I did, and I couldn’t shake it off.
I took to examining the room. It was a commonplace
one of the usual type. But there was a work-basket
on the table, a dainty thing, lined with blue satin.
There was a bit of lace stretched over shiny blue
linen, with the needle sticking in it; such fairy
work, like cobwebs seen from below, spun from a branch
against a background of sky. A gold thimble, too,