she give you ‘refreshers,’ as they call
them, from time to time? What was it like seeing
her in prison? Was she handcuffed? Or chained?
What did she wear when she was tried?” And inconsequent
remarks: “I remember my mamma—she
died when I was only fourteen—used to dream
she was being tried for murder. It distressed
her very much because, as she said, she couldn’t
have hurt a fly. What do
you dream about,
Mr. Williams? Some pretty young lady, I’ll
be bound. I dream about such
funny things,
but I nearly always forget what they were just as I
am going to tell Michael. But I did remember
one dream just before Michael went down to Newcastle
to join you ... was it about mermaids? No.
It was about
you—wasn’t that
funny? And you seemed to be dressed as a mermaid—no,
I suppose it must have been a mer_man_—and
you were trying to follow Michael up the rocks by
walking on your tail; and it seemed to hurt you awfully.
Of course I know what it all came from. Michael
had wanted me to read Hans Andersen’s fairy
stories—don’t you think they’re
pretty? I do; but sometimes they are about rather
silly things, skewers and lucifer matches ... and I
had spent the afternoon at the Zoo. Michael’s
a fellow, of course, and I use his ticket and always
feel quite at home there ... and at the Zoo that day
I had seen one of the sea-lions trying to walk on
his tail.... Oh,
how I laughed! But
what made me associate the sea-lion with you and mermaids,
I cannot say, but then as poor papa used to say, ’Dreams
are funny things’...”
David’s replies were hardly audible, and to
his hostess’s pressing entreaties that he would
try this dish or not pass that, he did not answer
at all. He felt, indeed, as though the muscles
of his throat would not let him swallow and if he
opened his mouth wide enough to utter a consecutive
speech he would burst out crying. A great desire—almost
unknown to Vivie hitherto—seized him to
get away to some lonely spot and cry and cry, give
full vent to some unprecedented fit of hysteria.
He could not look at Rossiter though he knew that
Michael’s eyes were resting on his face, because
if he attempted to reply to the earnest gaze by a
reassuring smile, the lips would tremble and the tears
would fall.
At last when the dessert was reached and the servants—do
they never feel telepathically at such moments that
some one person seated at the table, crumbling bread,
wishes them miles away and loathes their quiet ministrations?—the
servants had withdrawn for a brief respite till they
reappeared with coffee, David rose to his feet and
stammered out something about not being well—would
they order the motor and let him go? And as he
spoke, and tried to speak in a level, “society”
voice, his aching eyes saw the electric lamps, the
glinting silver, Mrs. Rossiter’s pink, foolish
face and crisp little flaxen curls, Rossiter’s
bearded countenance with its honest, concerned look
all waltzing round and round in a dizzying whirl.
He made the usual vain clutches at unreal supports,
and fainted into Rossiter’s arms.