Pray thou thy days be long before thy
death,
And full of ease and kingdom; seeing in
death
There is no comfort and none aftergrowth,
Nor shall one thence look up and see day’s
dawn
Nor light upon the land whither I go.
Live thou and take thy fill of days and
die
When thy day comes; and make not much
of death
Lest ere thy day thou reap an evil thing.
Thou too, the bitter mother and mother-plague
Of this my weary body—thou
too, queen,
The source and end, the sower and the
scythe,
The rain that ripens and the drought that
slays,
The sand that swallows and the spring
that feeds,
To make me and unmake me—thou,
I say,
Althaea, since my father’s ploughshare,
drawn
Through fatal seedland of a female field,
Furrowed thy body, whence a wheaten ear
Strong from the sun and fragrant from
the rains
I sprang and cleft the closure of thy
womb,
Mother, I dying with unforgetful tongue
Hail thee as holy and worship thee as
just
Who art unjust and unholy; and with my
knees
Would worship, but thy fire and subtlety,
Dissundering them, devour me; for these
limbs
Are as light dust and crumblings from
mine urn
Before the fire has touched them; and
my face
As a dead leaf or dead foot’s mark
on snow,
And all this body a broken barren tree
That was so strong, and all this flower
of life
Disbranched and desecrated miserably,
And minished all that god-like muscle
and might
And lesser than a man’s: for
all my veins
Fail me, and all mine ashen life burns
down.
I would thou hadst let me live; but gods
averse,
But fortune, and the fiery feet of change,
And time, these would not, these tread
out my life,
These and not thou; me too thou hast loved,
and I
Thee; but this death was mixed with all
my life,
Mine end with my beginning: and this
law,
This only, slays me, and not my mother
at all.
And let no brother or sister grieve too
sore,
Nor melt their hearts out on me with their
tears,
Since extreme love and sorrowing overmuch
Vex the great gods, and overloving men
Slay and are slain for love’s sake;
and this house
Shall bear much better children; why should
these
Weep? but in patience let them live their
lives
And mine pass by forgotten: thou
alone,
Mother, thou sole and only, thou not these,
Keep me in mind a little when I die
Because I was thy first-born; let thy
soul
Pity me, pity even me gone hence and dead,
Though thou wert wroth, and though thou
bear again
Much happier sons, and all men later born
Exceedingly excel me; yet do thou
Forget not, nor think shame; I was thy
son.
Time was I did not shame thee, and time
was
I thought to live and make thee honourable
With deeds as great as these men’s;
but they live,
These, and I die; and what thing should