But up in heaven the high gods one by
one
Lay hands upon the draught
that quickeneth,
Fulfilled with all tears shed and all
things done,
And stir with soft imperishable
breath
The bubbling bitterness of
life and death,
And hold it to our lips and laugh; but
they
Preserve their lips from tasting night
or day,
Lest they too change and sleep,
the fates that spun,
The lips that made us and the hands that
slay;
Lest all these change, and
heaven bow down to none,
Change and be subject to the secular sway
And terrene revolution of
the sun.
Therefore they thrust it from them, putting
time away.
I would the wine of time, made sharp and
sweet
With multitudinous days and
nights and tears
And many mixing savours of
strange years,
Were no more trodden of them under feet,
Cast out and spilt about their
holy places:
That life were given them as a fruit to
eat
And death to drink as water; that the
light
Might ebb, drawn backward from their eyes,
and night
Hide for one hour the imperishable
faces.
That they might rise up sad in heaven,
and know
Sorrow and sleep, one paler than young
snow,
One cold as blight of dew
and ruinous rain,
Rise up and rest and suffer a little,
and be
Awhile as all things born with us and
we,
And grieve as men, and like
slain men be slain.
For now we know not of them; but one saith
The gods are gracious, praising
God; and one,
When hast thou seen? or hast thou felt
his breath
Touch, nor consume thine eyelids
as the sun,
Nor fill thee to the lips with fiery death?
None hath beheld him, none
Seen above other gods and shapes of things,
Swift without feet and flying without
wings,
Intolerable, not clad with death or life,
Insatiable, not known of night
or day,
The lord of love and loathing and of strife
Who gives a star and takes
a sun away;
Who shapes the soul, and makes her a barren
wife
To the earthly body and grievous
growth of clay;
Who turns the large limbs to a little
flame
And binds the great sea with
a little sand;
Who makes desire, and slays desire with
shame;
Who shakes the heaven as ashes
in his hand;
Who, seeing the light and shadow for the
same,
Bids day waste night as fire
devours a brand,
Smites without sword, and scourges without
rod;
The supreme evil, God.
Yea, with thine hate, O God, thou hast
covered us,
One saith, and hidden our
eyes away from sight,
And made us transitory and hazardous,
Light things and slight;
Yet have men praised thee, saying, He
hath made man thus,
And he doeth right.
Thou hast kissed us, and hast smitten;
thou hast laid
Upon us with thy left hand life, and said,
Live: and again thou hast said, Yield