Gladys, the Reaper eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 646 pages of information about Gladys, the Reaper.

Gladys, the Reaper eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 646 pages of information about Gladys, the Reaper.

Once more there was a momentary silence, then Rowland said firmly,—­

’Miss Gwynne, you must understand that I only regret the boldness of my conduct, and that I did not conceal my feelings from you as from the rest of the world.  I do not regret the feelings; do not apologise for them.  They were my own, engendered by nature and circumstances, given me by God, as part of my portion of trial in this world; they grew with me from childhood, ever since I used to play with you at the vicarage—­they were fostered by your father’s kindness and my own self-esteem, as well as by your presence, which I ought to have fled; they are with me still, have never left me, will be my weakness and my strength so long as this earthly warfare lasts.’

‘And is it really so?’ said Freda, a large tear glittering in the eyes into which the moon, the frost-spirit, and Rowland were equally looking.

Two hands were tightly clasped that had hitherto scarcely dared to touch each other; two hearts were for ever united, that hitherto had been as far estranged as Vesuvius and the icebergs.

I know that many cynical and sentimental readers will ask if there is no danger of the pair of lovers taking cold on an evening in January, whilst thus mutually discovering the ‘eternal passion’ in the presence of the ‘Erl-king.’

Rowland and Freda seem to ask the same question, for, loosening that close grasp of hands, and without one word of love, they walk hastily towards the house.  Rowland talks rapidly the whole way, interrupted by an occasional sentence from Freda.  Readers, there is no proposal, no acceptance.  The conversation is as follows:—­

Rowland.—­I have just received letters from the Bishop of London and Mr Jones offering me the living, and telling me that the parishioners wish me for their rector.  I am most thankful now, for it puts me in a very different position—­it allows me to hope, and with less presumption.

Freda.—­It makes no difference to me, you are yourself whether rector or curate.  But I rejoice for your sake, and to know that they appreciate you.

Rowland.—­You will know and believe that it was Miss Gwynne, Freda, the woman, not the heiress, that I have loved so long and so well.

Freda.—­I am no longer an heiress; you are far the best off.

Rowland.—­I am most thankful.  Had this wide park still been yours, I could never have said what I have dared to say to-day; but let me repeat once more your words that I may remember who I am—­a farmer’s son, your father’s tenant.

Freda.—­A clergyman, a gentleman, and a Christian.

Rowland.—­My brother-in-law a—­a—­felon.

Freda.—­Yourself not changed by your brother-in-law’s crimes.

Rowland.—­If then in the course of another year our present painful position should be forgotten, or at least, at rest, when I am established at the rectory as rector, when I can come forward on my own responsibility, when, in short, I can say without compunction all I now feel, may I hope?’

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