Nay not so, my fosterer: thy hope yet shall fail
thee
If thou lookest to see me turned back from my folly,
Lamenting and mocking the life of my longing.
Many such have I had, dear dreams and deceitful,
When the soul slept a little from all but its search,
And lied to the body of bliss beyond telling;
Yea, waking had lied still but for life and its torment.
Not so were those dreams of the days of my kingship,
Slept my body—or died—but my
soul was not sleeping,
It knew that she touched not this body that trembled
At the thought of her body sore trembling to see me;
It lied of no bliss as desire swept it onward,
Who knows through what sundering space of its prison;
It saw, and it heard, and it hoped, and was lonely,
Had no doubt and no joy, but the hope that endureth.
—Woe’s me I am weary: wend we
forward to-morrow?
MASTER OLIVER
Yea, well it may be if thou wilt but be patient,
And rest thee a little, while time creepeth onward.
KING PHARAMOND
But tell me, has the fourth year gone far mid my sickness?
MASTER OLIVER
Nay, for seven days only didst thou lie here a-dying,
As full often I deemed: God be thanked it is
over!
But rest thee a little, lord; gather strength for
the striving.
KING PHARAMOND
Yea, for once again sleep meseems cometh to struggle
With the memory of times past: come tell thou,
my fosterer,
Of the days we have fared through, that dimly before
me
Are floating, as I look on thy face and its trouble.
MASTER OLIVER
Rememberest thou aught of the lands where we wended?
KING PHARAMOND
Yea, many a thing—as the moonlit warm evening
When we stayed by the trees in the Gold-bearing Land,
Nigh the gate of the city, where a minstrel was singing
That tale of the King and his fate, o’er the
cradle
Foretold by the wise of the world; that a woman
Should win him to love and to woe, and despairing
In the last of his youth, the first days of his manhood.
MASTER OLIVER
I remember the evening; but clean gone is the story:
Amid deeds great and dreadful, should songs abide
by me?