the
Java (twenty-three guns) foundered with
all hands near the island of Rodriguez, in the East
Indies, on the 1st February, 1807. Nelson harboured
a childish bitterness against Admiral Troubridge because
of his plain speaking, and especially after the latter
was appointed a Lord of the Admiralty. He always
believed the “hidden hand” to be that
of his former friend, to whom he delighted at one
time to give the term “Nonpareil.”
In a letter to a friend he says: “I have
a sharp eye, and almost think I can see it. No,
poor fellow,” he continues, “I hope I
do him injustice; he surely cannot forget my kindness
to him,” He boasts of how he spoke to St. Vincent,
the former “Nonpareil.” In another
eloquent passage he complains that Troubridge refuses
to endorse his recommendations of officers for promotion,
that he has been so rebuffed that his spirits are
broken and the great Troubridge has cowed him (this,
of course, in derision), and if he asked for anything
more he would not get it. He would never forget
it. No wonder he was not well. The Admiralty
are “beasts” for not allowing him to come
to London, which would only deprive him of a few days’
comfort and happiness, and they have his hearty prayers.
He continues in the same ludicrous strain, “I
have a letter from Troubridge urging me to wear flannel
shirts, as though he cared for me. He hopes that
I shall go and have walks ashore, as the weather is
now fine.” “I suppose he is laughing
at me, but never mind.” He suffers from
sea-sickness and toothache, and “none of them
care a damn about my sufferings,” and so on.
These misdirected outbursts of feverish antipathy
to poor Troubridge were frequent, and always inconceivably
comical as well as distressingly peevish. But
behind it all there was a consciousness of unequalled
power which every one who knew him recognized, and
they therefore patiently bore with his weaknesses,
trying as they sometimes were.
Lord St. Vincent believed, and stated to Nelson, that
the only other man who possessed the same power of
infusing into others the same spirit as his own was
Troubridge, and no doubt this innocent praise of a
noble and gallant sailor rankled in Nelson’s
mind, and was the beginning of the jealousy that grew
into hate. He could not brook any one being put
on an equality with himself, and he clung tenaciously,
though generously, to this idea of authority and superiority
when he requested in his last dying gasp that he should
not be superseded.
After signing what is called the codicil to his will,
Captains Hardy and Blackwood joined him on the poop
to receive his instructions. He was calmly absorbed
with the enemy’s plan of defence and his own
of attack. He asked Blackwood what he would consider
a victory, and the latter replied, “Considering
the disposition of both fleets, he thought fourteen
captures would be a fine result.” Nelson
said he would not be satisfied with less than twenty,
and that nothing short of annihilation was his object.
Soon afterwards he gave orders to Mr. Pasco to make
the memorable signal that