XLIX
In this great passion of unwonted lust,
Or wonted feare of doing ought amis,
He started up, as seeming to mistrust
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Some secret ill, or hidden foe of his:
Lo there before his face his Lady is,
Under blake stole hyding her bayted hooke;
And as halfe blushing offred him to kis,
With gentle blandishment and lovely looke,
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Most like that virgin true, which for her knight him
took.
L
All cleane dismayd to see so uncouth sight,
And half enraged at her shamelesse guise,
He thought have slaine her in his fierce
despight:
But hasty heat tempring with suffrance
wise, 445
He stayde his hand, and gan himselfe advise
To prove his sense,[*] and tempt her faigned
truth.
Wringing her hands in womans pitteous
wise,
Tho can she weepe,[*] to stirre up gentle
ruth,
Both for her noble bloud, and for her tender youth.
450
LI
And said, Ah Sir, my liege Lord and my love,
Shall I accuse the hidden cruell fate,
And mightie causes wrought in heaven above,
Or the blind God,[*] that doth me thus
amate,
For hoped love to winne me certaine hate?
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Yet thus perforce he bids me do, or die.
Die is my dew; yet rew my wretched state
You, whom my hard avenging destinie
Hath made judge of my life or death indifferently.
LII
Your owne deare sake forst me at first to leave
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My Fathers kingdome—There she
stopt with teares;
Her swollen hart her speech seemd to bereave,
And then againe begun; My weaker yeares
Captiv’d to fortune and frayle worldly
feares,
Fly to your fayth for succour and sure
ayde: 465
Let me not dye in languor and long teares.
Why Dame (quoth he) what hath ye thus
dismayd?
What frayes ye, that were wont to comfort me affrayd?
LIII
Love of your selfe, she saide, and deare constraint,
Lets me not sleepe, but wast the wearie
night 470
In secret anguish and unpittied plaint,
Whiles you in carelesse sleepe are drowned
quight.
Her doubtfull words made that redoubted
knight
Suspect her truth: yet since no’
untruth he knew,
Her fawning love with foule disdainefull
spight 475
He would not shend; but said, Deare dame
I rew,
That for my sake unknowne such griefe unto you grew.
LIV
Assure your selfe, it fell not all to ground;[*]
For all so deare as life is to my hart,
I deeme your love, and hold me to you
bound: 480
Ne let vaine feares procure your needlesse
smart,
Where cause is none, but to your rest
depart.
Not all content, yet seemd she to appease
Her mournefull plaintes, beguiled of her
art,
And fed with words that could not chuse
but please, 485
So slyding softly forth, she turned as to her ease.