Its gnarled stump, now stunted and decaying, had scarcely
one token of life upon its scattered branches.
Following a narrow walk, nearly obliterated, I entered
a paved court. The first tramp awoke a train
of echoes that seemed as though they had slumbered
since my departure, and now started from their sleep
to greet or to admonish the returning truant.
Grass in luxuriant tufts, capriciously disposed, grew
about in large patches. The breeze passed heavily
by, rustling the dark swathe, and murmuring fitfully
as it departed. Desolation seemed to have marked
the spot for her own—the grim abode of
solitude and despair. During twenty years’
sojourn in a strange land memory had still, with untiring
delight, painted the old mansion in all its primeval
primness and simplicity—fresh as I had left
it, full of buoyancy and delight, to take possession
of the paradise which imagination had created.
I had, indeed, been informed that at my father’s
death it became the habitation of a stranger; but no
intelligence as to its present condition had ever reached
me. Being at L——, and only
some twenty miles distant, I could not resist the
temptation of once more gazing on the old Manor-house,
and of comparing its present aspect with that but
too faithfully engrafted on my recollections.
To all appearance the house was tenantless. I
tried the door of a side kitchen or scullery:
it was fastened, but the rusty bolts yielded to no
very forcible pressure; and I once more penetrated
into the kitchen, that exhaustless magazine which
had furnished ham and eggs, greens and bacon, with
other sundry and necessary condiments, to the progenitors
of our race for at least two centuries. A marvellous
change!—to me it appeared as if wrought
in a moment, so recently had memory reinstated the
scenes of my youth in all their pristine splendour.
Now no smoke rolled lazily away from the heavy billet;
no blaze greeted my sight; no savoury steam regaled
the sense. Dark, cheerless, cold,—the
long bars emitted no radiance; the hearth unswept,
on which Growler once panted with heat and fatness.
Though night was fast approaching, I could not resist
the temptation of once more exploring the deserted
chambers, the scene of many a youthful frolic.
I sprang with reckless facility up the vast staircase.
The shallow steps were not sufficiently accommodating
to my impatience, and I leapt rather than ran, with
the intention of paying my first visit to that cockaigne
of childhood, that paradise of little fools—the
nursery. How small, dwindled almost into a span,
appeared that once mighty and almost boundless apartment,
every nook of which was a separate territory, every
drawer and cupboard the boundary of another kingdom!
three or four strides brought me to the window;—the
broad church-tower was still visible, peacefully reposing
in the dim and heavy twilight. The evening-bell
was tolling: what a host of recollections were
awakened at the sound! Days and hours long forgotten