The missionary feeling in his soul continued all his life.  The Lord had really made him willing; and this preparedness to go anywhere completed his preparation for unselfish, self-denied work at home.  Must there not be somewhat of this missionary tendency in all true ministers?  Is any one truly the Lord’s messenger who is not quite willing to go when and where the Lord calls?  Is it justifiable in any to put aside a call from the north, on the ground that he wishes one from the south?  We must be found in the position of Isaiah, if we are to be really sent of God.

“April 24.—­Oh that this day’s labor may be blessed! and not mine alone, but all thy faithful servants all over the world, till thy Sabbath come.”

“April 26.—­Visiting in Carron-shore.  Well received everywhere.  Truly a pleasant labor.  Cheered me much.  Preached to them afterwards from Proverbs 1.”

“May 8.—­Communion in Larbert.  Served as an elder and help to the faithful.  Partook with some glimpses of faith and joy.  Served by a faithful old minister (Mr. Dempster of Denny), one taught of God.  This morning stood by the dying—­evening, stood by the dead, poor J.F. having died last night.  I laid my hand on her cold forehead, and tried to shut her eyes.  Lord, give me strength for living to Thee!—­strength also for a dying hour.”

“May 15.—­This day an annular eclipse of the sun.  Kept both the services together in order to be in time.  Truly a beautiful sight to see the shining edge of the sun all round the dark disc of the moon.  Lord, one day thy hand shall put out those candles; for there shall be no need of the sun to lighten the happy land:  the Lamb is the light thereof; a sun that cannot be eclipsed—­that cannot go down.”

“May 17.—­Visited thirteen families, and addressed them all in the evening in the school, on Jeremiah 1:4, ‘Going and weeping.’  Experienced some enlargement of soul; said some plain things; and had some desire for their salvation, that God might be praised.”

“May 21.—­Preparation for the Sabbath.  My birth-day.  I have lived twenty-three years.  Blessed be my Rock.  Though I am a child in knowledge of my Bible and of Thee, yet use me for what a child can do, or a child can suffer.  How few sufferings I have had in the year that is past, except in my own body.  Oh that as my day is my strength may be!  Give me strength for a suffering and for a dying hour!”

“May 22.—­O Lord, when Thou workest, all discouragements vanish; when Thou art away, anything is a discouragement.  Blessed be God for such a day—­one of a thousand!  Oh! why not always this?  Watch and pray.”

Being in Edinburgh this month, during the sitting of the General Assembly, he used the opportunity of revisiting some of his former charge in the Canongate.  “J.S., a far-off inquirer, but surely God is leading.  His hand draws out these tears.  Interesting visits to L., near death, and still in the same mind.  I cannot but hope that some faith is here.  Saw Mrs. M.; many tears:  felt much, though I am still doubtful, and in the dark.  Thou knowest, Lord!”