My son! my darling son! wert
thou but here,
My bosom should receive thy
lovely form;
Thou’dst soothe my gloomy
hours with converse dear,
Serenely we’d behold
the lowering storm.
I’d be the partner of
thine infant cares,
And pour instruction o’er
thy expanding mind,
Whilst in thy heart, in my
declining years,
My wearied soul should an
asylum find.
My wrongs, my cares, should
be forgot with thee,
My power Imperial, dignities,
renown—
This rock itself would be
a heaven to me,
Thine arms more cherished
than the victor’s crown.
O! in thine arms, my son!
I could forget that fame
Shall give me, through all
time, a never-dying name.
Here is another version of the same thoughts:—
TO THE PORTRAIT OF MY SON.
O! cherished image of my infant
heir!
Thy surface does his lineaments
impart:
But ah! thou liv’st
not—on this rock so bare
His living form shall never
glad my heart.
My second self! how would
thy presence cheer
The settled sadness of thy
hapless sire!
Thine infancy with tenderness
I’d rear,
And thou shouldst warm my
age with youthful fire.
In thee a truly glorious crown
I’d find,
With thee, upon this rock,
a heaven should own,
Thy kiss would chase past
conquests from my mind
Which raised me, demi-god,
on Gallia’s throne.
Perhaps the Emperor did not wish to show all the anguish by which he was being hourly devoured, but who can read these lines now without a pang of emotion? The overpowering conviction that his much-loved boy would be destroyed haunted him. Many people to this day believe that he was right, and that his son’s health was sedulously undermined. But if that be so, the Imperial House of Austria will have to answer for it through all eternity. Napoleon knew that this much-treasured bust was at Plantation House, and said to O’Meara, if it had not been given up he would have told a tale which would have made the mothers of England execrate Lowe as a monster in human shape.
But the Governments of Europe, as well as individuals, were spending vast sums of money on pamphleteering, and probably those who wrote the worst libels were the most highly paid. Therefore the women of England and of other countries were continuously having their minds saturated with poisonous statements. Many of them firmly believed Napoleon to be the anti-Christ, and it is only now that the world is beginning to see through the gigantic plot.