Then Jim put his head down between his knees, and thought. When it emerged from its hiding his eyes were moist, and he said:
“Ye must ’scuse me, Mr. Benedict, for ye know what the feelin’s of a pa is. It never come to me in this way afore.”
Benedict could not help smiling at this new exhibition of sympathy; for Jim, in the comprehension of his feelings in the possible event of possessing offspring, had arrived at a more vivid sense of his companion’s bereavement.
“Now, I tell ye what it is,” said Jim. “You an’ me has got to be brushin’ round. We can’t set here an’ think about them that’s gone; an’ now I want to tell ye ’bout another thing that Mr. Balfour said. Says he: ‘Jim, if ye’re goin’ to build a house, build a big one, an’ keep a hotel. I’ll fill it all summer for ye,’ says he. ‘I know lots o’ folks,’ says he, ‘that would be glad to stay with ye, an’ pay all ye axed ’em. Build a big house,’ says he, ‘an’ take yer time for’t, an’ when ye git ready for company, let a feller know.’ I tell ye, it made my eyes stick out to think on’t. ’Jim Fenton’s hotel! says I. ’I don’t b’lieve I can swing it.’ ‘If ye want any more money’n ye’ve got,’ says he, ’call on me.’”
The idea of a hotel, with all its intrusions upon his privacy and all its diversions, was not pleasant to Mr. Benedict; but he saw at once that no woman worthy of Jim could be expected to be happy in the woods entirely deprived of society. It would establish a quicker and more regular line of communication with Sevenoaks, and thus make a change from its life to that of the woods a smaller hardship. But the building of a large house was a great enterprise for two men to undertake.
The first business was to draw a plan. In this work Mr. Benedict was entirely at home. He could not only make plans of the two floors, but an elevation of the front; and when, after two days of work, with frequent questions and examinations by Jim, his drawings were concluded, they held a long discussion over them. It was all very wonderful to Jim, and all very satisfactory—at least, he said so; and yet he did not seem to be entirely content.
“Tell me, Jim, just what the trouble is,” said his architect, “for I see there’s something wanting.”
“I don’t see,” said Jim, “jest where ye’re goin’ to put ’im.”
“Who do you mean? Mr. Balfour?”
“No; I don’t mean no man.”
“Harry? Thede?”
“No; I mean, s’posin’. Can’t we put on an ell when we want it?”
“Certainly.”
“An’ now, can’t ye make yer picter look kind o’ cozy like, with a little feller playin’ on the ground down there afore the stoop?”