Sevenoaks eBook

Josiah Gilbert Holland
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 553 pages of information about Sevenoaks.

Sevenoaks eBook

Josiah Gilbert Holland
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 553 pages of information about Sevenoaks.

Mrs. Belcher was weary, and she would have been delighted to be alone with her family, but here was an intruder whom she could not dispose of.  She would have been glad to go over the house alone, and to have had the privilege of discovery, but she must go with one who was bent on showing her everything, and giving her reasons for all that had been done.

Mrs. Dillingham was determined to play her cards well with Mrs. Belcher.  She was sympathetic, confidential, most respectful; but she found that lady very quiet.  Mr. Belcher followed them from room to room, with wider eyes for Mrs. Dillingham than for the details of his new home.  Now he could see them together—­the mother of his children, and the woman who had already won his heart away from her.  The shapely lady, with her queenly ways, her vivacity, her graceful adaptiveness to persons and circumstances, was sharply contrasted with the matronly figure, homely manners, and unresponsive mind of his wife.  He pitied his wife, he pitied himself, he pitied his children, he almost pitied the dumb walls and the beautiful furniture around him.

Was Mrs. Dillingham conscious of the thoughts which possessed him?  Did she know that she was leading him around his house, in her assumed confidential intimacy with his wife, as she would lead a spaniel by a silken cord?  Was she aware that, as she moved side by side with Mrs. Belcher, through the grand rooms, she was displaying herself to the best advantage to her admirer, and that, yoked with the wifehood and motherhood of the house, she was dragging, while he held, the plow that was tilling the deep carpets for tares that might be reaped in harvests of unhappiness?  Would she have dropped the chain if she had?  Not she.

To fascinate, and make a fool of, a man who was strong and cunning in his own sphere; to have a hand—­gloved in officious friendship—­in other lives, furnished the zest of her unemployed life.  She could introduce discord into a family without even acknowledging to herself that she had done it wittingly.  She could do it, and weep over the injustice that charged her with it.  Her motives were always pure!  She had always done her best to serve her friends! and what were her rewards?  So the victories which she won by her smiles, she made permanent by her tears.  So the woman by whose intrigues the mischief came was transformed into a victim, from whose shapely shoulders the garment of blame slipped off, that society might throw over them the robes of its respectful commiseration, and thus make her more interesting and lovely than before!

Mrs. Belcher measured very carefully, or apprehended very readily, the kind of woman she had to deal with, and felt at once that she was no match for her.  She saw that she could not shake her off, so long as it was her choice to remain.  She received from her no direct offense, except the offense of her uninvited presence; but the presence meant service, and so could not be resented.  And Mrs. Belcher could be of so much service to her!  Her life was so lonely—­so meaningless!  It would be such a joy to her, in a city full of shams, to have one friend who would take her good offices, and so help to give to her life a modicum of significance!

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