I hear!
Forgive me, God!
Above the thunder I hearkened;
Beneath the silence, now,—
I hear!
(Wait, God, a little space.
It is so strange to talk with
Thee—
Alone!)
This gold?
I took it.
Is it Thine?
Forgive; I did not know.
Blood? Is it wet with
blood?
’Tis from my brother’s
hands.
(I know; his hands are mine.)
It flowed for Thee, O Lord.
War? Not so; not war—
Dominion, Lord, and over black,
not white;
Black, brown, and fawn,
And not Thy Chosen Brood,
O God,
We murdered.
To build Thy Kingdom,
To drape our wives and little
ones,
And set their souls a-glitter—
For this we killed these lesser
breeds
And civilized their dead,
Raping red rubber, diamonds,
cocoa, gold!
For this, too, once, and in
Thy Name,
I lynched a Nigger—
(He raved and
writhed,
I heard
him cry,
I felt the
life-light leap and lie,
I saw him
crackle there, on high,
I watched
him wither!)
Thou?
Thee?
I lynched Thee?
Awake me, God! I sleep!
What was that awful word Thou
saidst?
That black and riven thing—was
it Thee?
That gasp—was it
Thine?
This pain—is it
Thine?
Are, then, these bullets piercing
Thee?
Have all the wars of all the
world,
Down all dim time, drawn blood
from Thee?
Have all the lies and thefts
and hates—
Is this Thy Crucifixion, God,
And not that funny, little
cross,
With vinegar and thorns?
Is this Thy kingdom here,
not there,
This stone and stucco drift
of dreams?
Help!
I sense that low and awful
cry—
Who cries?
Who weeps?
With silent sob that rends
and tears—
Can God sob?
Who prays?
I hear strong prayers throng
by,
Like mighty winds on dusky
moors—
Can God pray?
Prayest Thou, Lord, and to me? Thou needest me? Thou needest me? Thou needest me? Poor, wounded soul! Of this I never dreamed. I thought—
Courage, God,
I come!
X
THE COMET
He stood a moment on the steps of the bank, watching the human river that swirled down Broadway. Few noticed him. Few ever noticed him save in a way that stung. He was outside the world—“nothing!” as he said bitterly. Bits of the words of the walkers came to him.
“The comet?”
“The comet——”
Everybody was talking of it. Even the president, as he entered, smiled patronizingly at him, and asked: