The Feast of the Virgins and Other Poems eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 375 pages of information about The Feast of the Virgins and Other Poems.

The Feast of the Virgins and Other Poems eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 375 pages of information about The Feast of the Virgins and Other Poems.

“’Beloved Paul,
May God forgive you as my heart forgives. 
Even as a vine that winds about an oak,
Rot-struck and hollow-hearted, for support,
Clasping the sapless branches as it climbs
With tender tendrils and undoubting faith,
I leaned upon your troth; nay, all my hopes—­
My love, my life, my very hope of heaven—­
I staked upon your solemn promises. 
I learned to love you better than my God;
My God hath sent me bitter punishment. 
O broken pledges! what have I to live
And suffer for?  Half mad in my distress,
Yielding at last to father’s oft request,
I pledged my hand to one whose very love
Would be a curse upon me all my days. 
To-morrow is the promised wedding day;
To morrow!—­but to-morrow shall not come! 
Come gladlier, death, and make an end of all! 
How many weary days and patiently
I waited for a letter, and at last
It came—­a message crueler than death. 
O take it back!—­and if you have a heart
Yet warm to pity her you swore to love,
Read it—­and think of those dear promises—­
O sacred as the Savior’s promises—­
You whispered in my ear that solemn night
Beneath the pines, and kissed away my tears. 
And know that I forgive, beloved Paul: 
Meet me in heaven.  God will not frown upon
The sin that saves me from a greater sin,
And sends my soul to Him.  Farewell—­Farewell.’”

Here he broke down.  Unto his pallid lips
I held a flask of wine.  He sipped the wine
And closed his eyes in silence for a time,
Resuming thus: 

“You see the wicked plot. 
We both were victims of a crafty scheme
To break our hearts asunder.  Forgery
Had done its work and pride had aided it. 
The spurious letter was a cruel one—­
Casting her off with utter heartlessness,
And boasting of a later, dearer love,
And begging her to burn the billets-doux
A moon-struck boy had sent her ere he found
That pretty girls were plenty in the world.

“Think you my soul was roiled with anger?—­No;—­
God’s hand was on my head.  A keen remorse
Gnawed at my heart.  O false and fatal pride
That blinded me, else I had seen the plot
Ere all was lost—­else I had saved a life
To me most precious of all lives on earth—­
Yea, dearer then than any soul in heaven! 
False pride—­the ruin of unnumbered souls—­
Thou art the serpent ever tempting me;
God, chastening me, has bruised thy serpent head. 
O faithful heart in silence suffering—­
True unto death to one she could but count
A perjured villain, cheated as she was! 
Captain, I prayed—­’twas all that I could do. 
God heard my prayer, and with a solemn heart,
Bearing the letters in my hand, I went
To ask a favor of the man who crushed
And cursed my life—­to look upon her face—­
Only to look on her dear face once more.

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