“Kind hearts received me. All that wealth
could bring—
Refinement, luxury and ease—was theirs;
But I was proud and felt my poverty,
And gladly mured myself among the books
To master ‘the lawless science of the law.’
I plodded through the ponderous commentaries—
Some musty with the mildew of old age;
And these I found the better for their years,
Like olden wine in cobweb-covered flasks.
The blush of sunrise found me at my books;
The midnight cock-crow caught me reading still;
And oft my worthy master censured me:
‘A time for work,’ he said, ’a time
for play;
Unbend the bow or else the bow will break.’
But when I wearied—needing sleep and rest—
A single word seemed whispered in my ear—
‘Beggar,’ it stung me to redoubled
toil.
I trod the ofttimes mazy labyrinths
Of legal logic—mined the mountain-mass
Of precedents conflicting—found the rule,
Then branched into the exceptions; split the hair
Betwixt this case and that—ran parallels—
Traced from a ‘leading case’ through many
tomes
Back to the first decision on the ‘point,’
And often found a pyramid of law
Built with bad logic on a broken base
Of careless ’dicta;’—saw
how narrow minds
Spun out the web of technicalities
Till common sense and common equity
Were strangled in its meshes. Here and there
I came upon a broad, unfettered mind
Like Murray’s—cleaving through the
spider-webs
Of shallower brains, and bravely pushing out
Upon the open sea of common sense.
But such were rare. The olden precedents—
Oft stepping-stones of tyranny and wrong—
Marked easy paths to follow, and they ruled
The course of reason as the iron rails
Rule the swift wheels of the down-thundering train.
“I rose at dawn. First in this holy book
I read my chapter. How the happy thought
That my Pauline would read—the self-same
morn
The self-same chapter—gave the sacred text,
Though I had heard my mother read it oft,
New light and import never seen before.
For I would ponder over every verse,
Because I felt that she was reading it,
And when I came upon dear promises
Of Christ to man, I read them o’er and o’er,
Till in a holy and mysterious way
They seemed the whisperings of Pauline to me.
Later I learned to lay up for myself
’Treasures in heaven where neither moth nor
rust
Corrupteth, and where thieves do not break through,
Nor steal’—and where my treasures
all are laid
My heart is, and my spirit longs to go.
O friend, if Jesus was but man of man—
And if indeed his wondrous miracles
Were mythic tales of priestly followers
To chain the brute till Reason came from heaven—
Yet was his mission unto man divine.
Man’s pity wounds, but Jesus’ pity heals:
He gave us balm beyond all earthly balm;
He gave us strength beyond all human strength;
He taught us love above the low desires;
He taught us hope beyond all earthly hope;
He taught us charity wherewith to build
From out the broken walls of barbarism,
The holy temple of the perfect man.