very little attention to my family and my private
concerns. A visit to Bristol is always a sort
of canvass, else it will do more harm than good.
To pass from the toils of a session to the toils of
a canvass is the furthest thing in the world from repose.
I could hardly serve you
as I have done, and
court you too. Most of you have heard that I
do not very remarkably spare myself in
public
business; and in the
private business of my
constituents I have done very near as much as those
who have nothing else to do. My canvass of you
was not on the ’change, nor in the county meetings,
nor in the clubs of this city: it was in the
House of Commons; it was at the Custom-House; it was
at the Council; it was at the Treasury; it was at
the Admiralty. I canvassed you through your affairs,
and not your persons. I was not only your representative
as a body; I was the agent, the solicitor of individuals;
I ran about wherever your affairs could call me; and
in acting for you, I often appeared rather as a ship-broker
than as a member of Parliament. There was nothing
too laborious or too low for me to undertake.
The meanness of the business was raised by the dignity
of the object. If some lesser matters have slipped
through my fingers, it was because I filled my hands
too full, and, in my eagerness to serve you, took
in more than any hands could grasp. Several gentlemen
stand round me who are my willing witnesses; and there
are others who, if they were here, would be still
better, because they would be unwilling witnesses
to the same truth. It was in the middle of a summer
residence in London, and in the middle of a negotiation
at the Admiralty for your trade, that I was called
to Bristol; and this late visit, at this late day,
has been possibly in prejudice to your affairs.
Since I have touched upon this matter, let me say,
Gentlemen, that, if I had a disposition or a right
to complain, I have some cause of complaint on my
side. With a petition of this city in my hand,
passed through the corporation without a dissenting
voice, a petition in unison with almost the whole
voice of the kingdom, (with whose formal thanks I was
covered over,) whilst I labored on no less than five
bills for a public reform, and fought, against the
opposition of great abilities and of the greatest
power, every clause and every word of the largest of
those bills, almost to the very last day of a very
long session,—all this time a canvass in
Bristol was as calmly carried on as if I were dead.
I was considered as a man wholly out of the question.
Whilst I watched and fasted and sweated in the House
of Commons, by the most easy and ordinary arts of
election, by dinners and visits, by “How do you
dos,” and “My worthy friends,” I
was to be quietly moved out of my seat,—and
promises were made, and engagements entered into, without
any exception or reserve, as if my laborious zeal
in my duty had been a regular abdication of my trust.