of the Spaniards were obliged to go away to another
islet; some of them, in order not to lose this opportunity,
hastened to confess, making up for the shortness of
the time allowed them by their great devotion; others,
who were deprived of even this satisfaction, deferred
their confessions until my return, to their own great
sorrow and with holy envy for those who remained.
In truth, God knows best what went on in those souls:
what I can say is, that I have never seen such tears,
or conversions so sincere. There were persons
who spent entire nights in weeping, with the crucifix
in their hands. During the Easter season they
were so withdrawn from worldly concerns that it seemed
to be Holy Friday; and they did not leave their houses
except to go to mass or to confer with me about the
welfare of their souls. In their silence and
downcast looks, and the grief which they felt within,
they gave evidence of the mercies which our Lord had
showed them, and the light which He was bestowing
upon them, as they went from and to their houses.
I experienced a thousand scruples in regard to calming
and satisfying their consciences; but I gave a thousand
thanks to God our Lord for having brought me to that
place for the great good of so many souls. Certain
persons assured me that they had never before seen
the like. We continued to hear the confessions,
so that they might be better prepared for Easter.
Certainly, had I to purchase by dint of toil those
moments of consolation, when I was administering to
each one the sacrament of communion and seemed to
read his very heart, a thousand journeys from Espana
were little to give for that. I was to go on
the fourth day of Easter, but that was impossible,
for with earnest solicitations they entreated me to
remain—and some, moreover, had not finished
their confessions; it was therefore necessary to wait
until Sunday. On that day we effected a reconciliation
between the murderer and the adulteress, who embraced
and pardoned each other and made their confession
with much devotion. On Monday morning I was obliged,
on account of my departure, to say mass shortly after
two o’clock; and yet the service was not so
secret as to prevent them from attending it, all being
present, and manifesting great devotion. With
tears and words they expressed their great regret at
my departure, and made me promise that I would soon
return to console them; and with this I came away,
glorifying the Lord. I left, in process of erection,
a little hospital for the sick and poor, which all
aided with charitable offerings and personal attendance.
Glory be to our Lord Jesus Christ, from whom proceed
all things.”
The death of Father Francisco Almerique, and other events in Manila. Chapter LXXVII.