the fervor and contrition wherewith they make their
confessions, and the rigor with which they scourge
themselves and do penance. One of those Indian
women made her confession with so abundant tears and
signs of true contrition, that the father who confessed
her was greatly aroused and moved thereat, and afterward
related that the feelings of devotion caused by those
so fervent tears and true contrition remained with
him for many days; and that when he wished to humiliate
himself or enliven his piety he had only to remember
what he had beheld in that Indian woman. For
it is vastly different to but talk of contrition for
sins, and to contemplate its vivid image and reality
in a soul. Another woman came to the confessional
and, without noticing the multitude of people in the
church, began her confession, and continued it with
so many tears and such grief for her sins that she
could with difficulty speak. She was thereupon
seized with a great longing to do penance, and desired
to go at once through the streets of the city, publicly
scourging herself, as many do here [in Europe] throughout
Lent, in the early part of the night. A young
man in the confessional experienced such horror at
his sins that, incensed against himself, and without
informing the father, he scourged himself through
the streets with such severity that he fell down as
one dead, and was considered as such. He came
later to our house to confess his offenses, and was
as disfigured as if he were recovering from a severe
illness; but, not content with the former scourging,
he desired to inflict on himself another—for,
as he said, his heart was transfixed, as by a nail,
with grief for his sins. The father, however,
commanded him to cease for the present, and he obeyed.
There were many other special instances which, for
the sake of brevity, I here omit. Not the least
affecting among them were those where there was manifested
the eternal predestination which has mercifully provided
for many at the hour of death the resource of baptism.
Our ministries in behalf of the Spaniards were no
less fervent at this time. They repaired in great
numbers to our fathers, especially during Lent and
on days of jubilee, when the results of their instruction
were most apparent. There were, very commonly,
consultations in cases of conscience, not only with
laymen, but with ecclesiastics, and religious, and
even with the bishop—who hardly took any
step without the advice of our fathers, although he
was a most learned and discreet prelate. It must
have been from seeing that persons of so high standing
held our Society in so great esteem that the people
conceived the idea, and made the resolve, of coming
to our house for their confessions; and for that very
reason they felt under obligation to lead better lives.
With regard to this, one man said that during our absence
he had endured many inward struggles on account of
not having made his confession to Ours; but that,
after he had done so, he had, through the mercy of
God, overcome them all. In short, no matter of
weight or importance arose where the advice of the
Society was not sought with confidence and truth,
especially when it was seen that the bishop had such
confidence in us—which his Lordship manifested
on many public occasions and before many people, by
words and deeds which could not then be heard or now
repeated, without confusion and embarrassment.