She breathed more deeply, perhaps, for a few instants;
and then, quite naturally, she looked at her reflection
in the sliding glass. That hat, as she could
see in the first sure speedless survey, had got the
droops. “See about you!” she said
silently and threateningly, jerking her head.
The hat trembled at the motion, and was thereafter
ignored. Stealthily Jenny went back to her own
reflection in the window, catching the clearly-chiselled
profile of her face, bereft in the dark mirror of all
its colour. She could see her nose and chin quite
white, and her lips as part of the general colourless
gloom. A little white brooch at her neck stood
boldly out; and that was all that could be seen with
any clearness, as the light was not directly overhead.
Her eyes were quite lost, apparently, in deep shadows.
Yet she could not resist the delight of continuing
narrowly to examine herself. The face she saw
was hardly recognisable as her own; but it was bewitchingly
pale, a study in black and white, the kind of face
which, in a man, would at once have drawn her attention
and stimulated her curiosity. She had longed to
be pale, but the pallor she was achieving by millinery
work in a stuffy room was not the marble whiteness
which she had desired. Only in the sliding window
could she see her face ideally transfigured. There
it had the brooding dimness of strange poetic romance.
You couldn’t know about that girl, she thought.
You’d want to know about her. You’d
wonder all the time about her, as though she had a
secret.... The reflection became curiously distorted.
Jenny was smiling to herself.
As soon as the tramcar had passed the bridge, lighted
windows above the shops broke the magic mirror and
gave Jenny a new interest, until, as they went onward,
a shopping district, ablaze with colour, crowded with
loitering people, and alive with din, turned all thoughts
from herself into one absorbed contemplation of what
was beneath her eyes. So absorbed was she, indeed,
that the conductor had to prod her shoulder with his
two fingers before he could recover her ticket and
exchange it for another. “’Arf asleep,
some people!” he grumbled, shoving aside the
projecting arms and elbows which prevented his free
passage between the seats. “Feyuss please!”
Jenny shrugged her shoulder, which seemed as though
it had been irritated at the conductor’s touch.
It felt quite bruised. “Silly old fool!”
she thought, with a brusque glance. Then she
went silently back to the contemplation of all the
life that gathered upon the muddy and glistening pavements
below.
ii
In a few minutes they were past the shops and once
again in darkness, grinding along, pitching from end
to end, the driver’s bell clanging every minute
to warn carts and people off the tramlines. Once,
with an awful thunderous grating of the brakes, the
car was pulled up, and everybody tried to see what
had provoked the sense of accident. There was
a little shouting, and Jenny, staring hard into the