The attack on Smith-Dorrien’s camp was worthy of a better result.  In this, as well as in the Hekpoort and Boesmanskop battles, where also we had no position, the burghers showed great courage and goodwill.  In my opinion, the officers should have given up the plan of attack after we had missed our way the night before and been obliged to return.  The Kaffirs and traitors must have warned the enemy of our intention to attack, so that they could be in readiness for us.

The enemy were now all round us.  We heard the firing of cannon on all sides, but that same night we undertook a cunning backward movement, and when the enemy closed their cordon an hour later the bird had flown.  We were careful to avoid a repetition of Cronje’s experience.

The burghers were very anxious about our lager.  We had left it on Brown’s farm on the Wilgeriver, when our commando advanced towards Boesmanskop.  How the lager escaped I do not know, for we heard that the enemy were advancing from all sides—­Standerton, Middelburg, etc.  But we reached it in safety the very night that we slipped through the enemy’s cordon.

We were now safely on our way back to Rustenburg, and had to leave General French with his 30,000 or 40,000 men to drive along helpless women and children, and all the cattle he could lay hands on.  Commandant-General Louis Botha had strictly forbidden the women to leave their farms after the Battle of Boesmanskop, so that the enormous woman lager received no new additions.

Many of the farms were burned down, but some families had been left unmolested, because they said the enemy were ill at ease, owing to a rumour that General Beyers was going to attack them in the rear.  The partly-burned granaries bore evidence to the great hurry the enemy were in.  On some farms the very rooms that contained grain were set on fire.

Our constant retreat had a most demoralizing influence.  This was felt even in our conversation and our expressions.  We called this retreating ’kamping,’[A] and it became one of our most common expressions in our daily life.  For ‘Let us go!’ we said ‘Let us kamp!’ or for ’This evening we start!’ we said ‘This evening we go on the kamp!’ A typical expression was ‘kamping’ for our independence, when we could no longer withstand the enemy.  If anyone boasted of his loyalty to his country and people, he merely said that he had ‘kamped’ along with the burghers wherever they had ‘kamped.’  We used in our conversation many military terms; for instance, ‘to change one’s position’ was ’to go and lie with your saddle on another place.’  ‘I shall mauser you’ meant ’I shall strike you.’

At Grootpan General Beyers again joined us, after having done the enemy some harm at Boksburg.  He addressed us and explained his reason for countermanding the attack on Krugersdorp.  He had told the secret to a few of his officers, who made it public property, so that the enemy had heard of it and were prepared for the attack.